now that im feeling much better...

as i was fucked up beyond belief today...

all i remember as i was trying to go to sleep, which everybody knows isnt the best... but as i was saying... as i remember, i kept feeling chills going down my neck, and on my right shoulder... as if sombody was touching me, and thats happened before, now if ghosts truly ( Read more... )

yeah, so today...

heh, if i called you then you know what i was doing...

but if you dont, i was drunk...off my ass. and you know what? it was fun! well, not the after effects... the after effects suck so much that i dont plan on doing it for a really long time...meaning possibly years... or untill i decide to be stupid again, since i did hurl 17 ( Read more... )

im too sleepy to write poems at the moment...but ill do it when i wake up tomarrow and such whilst im doing my little BBQ shindig thing...

well i hung out with jaimie and went grocery shopping with her, and made her dinner...it rocked...im tired

night.

too much shit happened today, so i wont bother putting it in here, if you want to know then ask me... but i do get to re-decorate my room... bianca is gunna help me

but heres a poem i wrote in like 10 mins...

by the way, i didnt read over it at all...and if its shitty then too bad. im putting it in here anyways.

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yeah, so...bianca is a clone. and i told bianca about today and such, then i told her how i randomly got a phone call from sombody saying they worked for hustler and they were like "you sound sad arfur" and such...and then i was like :turns phone off: and bianca was like "why?" so i said "because they'd prolly want to have phone sex with me which ( Read more... )

yeah today invoved stuff... :sigh: i feel so fucking down, i know its of lack of attention, but that doesnt make much of a difference, for my mood. but its somthing else, well actually a few things, and im not going to say anything...if you want to know then ask me...and well, nobodys going to ask. obviously...

yeah so i just got a creepy chill ( Read more... )

so i woke up earlier than usual (around 11) and i woke up because my brother was making too much noise. and then about 20mins later my head starts hurting, and i am randomly depressed again, like yesterday...but it went away yesterday. oh well...

so i guess, today was alright...but at the same time shitty.

it started when i woke up around one pm...or so, alex and i hung around and we got heidi to go to a coinstar to get money so we could order pizza, which we did. we went for the dominos 3 for 15 dollers deal. and blah blah blah, then i felt down all of a sudden and needed to hang out with ( Read more... )

haha its 4:20 for all you stoners out there...

im hanging out with alex and heidis friend kayla, since heidi fell asleep.

yeah, lack of things to do at the moment... oh well.

so far i've done nothing at all today besides sit around and paint my nails, im halfway done with that because i was outside, and it started raining. i must have looked at my backround for my phone, atleast like 10 times. i dont know what it is about becca, but well...fuck i dont even know how to explain, so i wont. not until im able to think clear ( Read more... )