i have some direction and desire in my life to chase those dreams that always seem to be just out of reach. those few people who've been with me through so much know how easilly i gave up on my dream of being an artist. so, for the fellas, thanks. this is to the guys that never gave up belief in me and my abilities. b. pape. shaunbaby. jer. ( Read more... )

so, i'm a corporate whore. i work for two seperate corporations (one of which acts as though it is repulsed by the idea of it being a corporation and perfers to be considered "headquarters"....lame). on the one hand, there is the job that i enjoy working with the people there, but i can't stand the way the suits are running things, and everyday i ( Read more... )

i'm back boy-os. if you gave a shit ( Read more... )

here's your update ( Read more... )

i'm in austin now....reporting in from scott's comp.

things are good, i'm looking for a job right now, i have an interview on sunday...so wish me luck. we have band practice tonight, after taht, i think we're gonna drink some 'stones and play some video games.

ok, for real....this time is the last entry before i leave and dismantle the computer ( Read more... )

y'know what......fucking shit.....when you are the middle man of information that no one wants to know, but someone has to hear....it fucking sucks.

i hate that i spent so many years being dishonest.......and now i see the after shocks.

well, i'm bck from the "mesquite groove" action. it was fun and i had a good time. i'm about an hour from dismantling the computer, and i dunno when i'll have access to the internet for a good long while ( Read more... )

tuesday bloody tuesday ( Read more... )

had the most interesting conversation with my mom about my "heritage" and where i'm from.....a lot abouit what we were told from my grandma about our past was all fabricated and twisted around. i'm not really sure why, and it's not like i can ask her what her intentions were in lying to my mom and uncle bob were. but at any rate, for those of you ( Read more... )