(Oof. Yes, I have kicked down into "Can't deal with anything but the fuzziest, brain-junk-foodiest media" with that mood shift. I was listening to The Winter Long, and I'm like an hour from the end, and I just can't. It's too stressful and too hard, even though I really want to finish it. Sooooo hopefully I have something super fluffy on my iPod ( Read more... )

Today is not a good day. Didn't sleep well, plans with P fell through, we sniped back and forth about it until I ended up feeling like it was all my fault and I'm a terrible person. Mood is v. low, in that on-the-edge-of-crying way. I'm really feeling my limits today, and how exhausting being a depressed partner to someone with chronic pain can be ( Read more... )

I want this job at Upworthy too much, so I'm sure I won't get it.

Ah well. This one (and a few other jobs I've seen recently) have at least encouraged my to try to write more often. I'm seriously out of practice. I re-read my old work and I know it's better than anything I can produce right now, because I've just done so little in the past couple ( Read more... )

So I applied for a job at Upworthy yesterday, which was a thing I didn't really expect to be doing when I first read the job posting. Then I read through the application and went "Holy shit, I can answer all of these questions ( Read more... )

Back while I was still at Meredith, I decided I was going to learn the penny whistle. That particular ambition didn't last long. Partly that was because it's really rude to practice a high-pitched and extremely penetrating instrument in an apartment building, no matter how thick the walls are (and they weren't), which meant I ended up witting in my ( Read more... )

Lie awake ( Read more... )

Wheee! Today I am Planting All Of The Things ( Read more... )

Oh hey right, I have this "journal" thing ( Read more... )

Happy New Year, my darlings. I hope you spent this evening in whatever way makes you happiest. I spent mine dancing in a room full of good music and good people, and the only thing that could have improved it would have been Peter being well enough to come too.

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Feeling rather overwhelmed and exhausted by caregiving today, even at a distance. *sigh*

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