hmm. so for all you wondering why i was the way i was yseterday here is a breakdown of my day:

found out 2 of my friends died tuesday--just found out yesterday. i was close to the guy and i knew his wife, i dont know why he shot his wife and then shot himself. no one saw that coming. he was like me in so many ways, he seemed happy and the only way ( Read more... )

Am I Coming In Clearly

Bold= screamed

Sitting alone in this home, on my own. Please answer the phone.

Pick up, pick up is anybody there?

Someone please take me from here

Let go, let go I got to get out

Find the reason to what this is all about. Whats it about?

Move on, move on give up and step away

Done with fighting and surviving just to get ( Read more... )

Shining Through ( Read more... )

hey i made red velvet cake and this time there was no giant omg i messed up the cake recipe hole this time!

so i call laci's cell and i thought she answered but she sounded funny i thought so im like maybe she has a cold. im like sup, shes like um...nothing really.... and im like you up for doing anything and shes like....i dont think i am who you think i am im like...did you die? and shes like...no...um...this is laci's mom...(and she starts cracking up ( Read more... )

Place And Time ( Read more... )

-Absence-

Writing to keep myself
From being eaten alive in hollow moments
The absence of feeling and being
The trees are bare and barely there
As the wind wraps itself around them
The rain falls down hard at first
And as the sun tries to clear
The clouds consume and surround things with doom
And things are broken once again
-AL '06

Ok guys, this truly is freaky ( Read more... )

(its kinda cheesy so beware ( Read more... )

My Fatal Flaw by Ephram Brown ( Read more... )