I've been seeing things more clearly recently. Its very refreshing and depressing at the same time to realize some of this stuff but I guess at least now I have a more level headed view of myself and where I'm going. I've realized that I screwed things up with Cathy by being extremely unstable. I've pretty much come to the conclusion that I cant ( Read more... )

I was on the phone last night with a friend and I all of the sudden got sick and threw up. I tossed my cookies three times, the first two was dinner, the last was an interesting mix of bile and blood. So I'm thinking that I have an ulcer. oh boy. I still havent gotten any medication for my cough yet and I keep on forgetting to make an appt. with my ( Read more... )

> After numerous rounds of: "We don't even know if Osama is still ( Read more... )

I dont know where I am.

Pray that I'll find my way back.

Truth...

Your lies are hurting me. Dont think I dont know.

I guess I deserve this. I hate to sit on here and whine but this is what this journal is here for ( Read more... )

Day one: Three O’clock ( Read more... )

I've realized there are very few things in general that are worth living for. For me its love. Love for God, love for my family and friends and love for people. Why post this? Because for me, its the truth.

To The Everlasting Father, my family, my friends, the people that matter to me:

I love you.

I love you.

Another curs-ed night last night that turned out ok ( Read more... )

Context ( Read more... )

Ehh. So this really sucks. The highlight of next week was going to be performing at Ontario Christian but they cancelled that show because from monday at 4 am till thursday at 1 am we're going to be on tour. So they're just going to reschedual it because we are going to miss a whole heck of a lot of school as it is.. I really hope I get to play ( Read more... )