this is my schedule ( Read more... )

I can tell you right now that this pain that I feel is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now that its physical and painful to be so vulnerable
I can tell you this pain is so unreal cant help but feel left all alone
I can tell you to listen to me when I say to you I know

This is my fault
Oh this is my fault

I know this is my fault ( Read more... )

i think im falling apart inside.

i know why, i dont want to tell anyone, meaning everyone, no exceptions.

but why the fuck do i have to be like this right now, couldnt it have hit me before.

I felt this way just once before ( Read more... )

work is good, i like it. First job that i actually like. Hard work days to come but it'll be worth it in the end, well payday i meant... :P

still hate coming home though, maybe it'll change when i can say im going to MY home....few months.

barghl

i wake up and realize everything is going good for me for once ( Read more... )

feels like.......nothing.

Gonna be working at C&S now. Hard days, good pay. Works out good in the end.

Gym and work will put me in shape......finally.

and on a lighter note, i hope you have a nice day.

take ur hand, left or right, they both work just the same ( Read more... )

it's okay to be confused but for me to feel like shit this much, just wish I could die right now....so bad.

if you ever had a thought about people actually trusting you.......you most likely were wrong ( Read more... )