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I feel like all of my creativity has been sucked out of me. I feel boring. I wish I was passionate about something. I never do anything.

So, I think I have a girlfriend.

I went on an adorable date with an adorable girl today. She paid for my dinner and bought me a flower shaped lollipop "because real flowers die". It was pretty much the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. I don't think I've ever been on a real date before tonight.

It's really great to get out of my shell for a while.

I want a girl with short choppy hair, a flat tummy, and a crooked grin. I want a girl with lanky arms and button up shirts. I want a girl with a studded belt and a cigarette between her lips. I want a girl that will make me feel like a lady. I want a girl that will kiss my forehead and call me baby. I want a girl thats stronger than me. I want a ( Read more... )

All I want is to fall in love and be happy. That is success for me. Love. Love. Love. Love. Someone show me that it can happen to me, too. Someone show me that it doesn't have to hurt. Someone show me that it's possible to love someone and be loved back. Someone prove to me that I wont always be alone. Please.

I miss that boy James that I met in Kennesaw that was tripping on acid and sat with me in a tree house in the woods and listened to the night sounds and looked at the stars and I miss how when I went inside I found him playing piano and it was so pretty that it broke my heart a little bit. I miss that girl that tried to teach me to play drums but ( Read more... )

Too many emotions and too many thoughts and too many names swimming in my head.

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I know that you hate being told what to believe in
and I know that I hate being forced to listen
this is why we can't be friends
I can't sit back and play pretend
even if you can