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most of these are ashley's answers, im too lazy to word them differently.
a n g e r section.
do you have a quick temper?: i get pissed off.
what do you do when you're mad?: piss everyone else off, bite my fingers
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: i dont know?
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: not bite my nails?!
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: maybe.
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: no
do you curse when you're mad?: yep.
c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out?: when my brothers used to beat me up. or when my parents yelled at me.
ever cried yourself to sleep?: once.. when i was like 2?!
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: no
ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes.
do you cry when you get an injury?: yeah, i try really hard to think about it just being pain and im some freak thing in a body and its just uncomfortable i dont really feel pain and for the most part it works. im sorry.
do certain songs make you cry?: yeah, especially COUNTRY music, in which you can actually UNDERSTAND what they're saying without lyrics.
can you make yourself cry?: yeah, that's how i get a lot of stuff.
p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: when i had to try and go through this kid tunnel. my fat got stuck. i know thats not what the question means, but i really don't care.
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: i've never cut myself honestly so uhh i dont know, probably ..slapping.. myself to see how hard i can hit
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: probably bitched at them over random shit for hours and hoped they were listening
ever had a painful break up?: kinda.
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: nope
how depressed can you get?: depends what im being depressed about..
do you inflict pain on yourself?: no
h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: for the most part
what can make you happy?: friends. family. poisonous reptiles.
do you wish you were happier?: not really.
what makes you the happiest?: computers, because im a loser.
is being happy overrated?: no, even though by the looks, most people my age are goths. goths=scary=sad
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: depends. define friends.
can music make you happy?: sometimes, depends if its something i can relate to
l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: if your heart was broken you'd be dead. but my heart has been pummelled for a day.
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: yeah sometimes
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: haha no.
did you ever love a guy/girl, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: never told anyone that. unless one night when i was half-sick at the last dance last year counts? but they said love you too. i dont know. she went out with a fat black guy the weekend after the dance.
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: nope except i almost cried after nicole.
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yeah, but she didnt mean it. she was mostly a friend though. so nevermind.
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: no, i only went out with someone for like 30 minutes. in a way.
h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?: i dont hate anyone. hate is a strong word.
ever made a hit list?: yep i have. just for fun. but some i want to kill.
have you ever been on a hit list?: yep, but she didnt mean it. i asked to be on it. I KNOW SHE LOVES ME.
are you a mean bully?: i make fun of the retard who sits behind me on the bus. and MIKE "BIG-ASS" CARTER. he pisses me off.
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: no, no ones ever broken it.
do you hate George Bush?: i really don't care, but bush is way better than kerry would've ever been. if clinton was the one in question, i wouldn't even get started on him.
s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: yes, kinda.
do you believe in yourself?: rarely. if i do its not when people are looking at me, it would have to be something i'd do on my own free will
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: quoting ashley who quoted ruth, "Yeah, but that's because I genuinely believe I'm not pretty. Not because I want them to keep saying it."
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: i know i'm ugly and fat. i sometimes kid around that i'm stupid when i forget to do something.
are you happy with who you are?: sometimes, i wish i didnt feel so much younger around some people the same age as me. i feel like a complete outcast dork
do you wish you can be someone else?: no
HAVE YOU EVER:
*prank called someone: no
*been prank called: no
*fallen asleep in class: i daydream a lot.
*been suspended since first grade: no
*been expelled: no.
*contemplated suicide: well, yeah, kinda
*attempted suicide: no
*seen someone die: no
*cut yourself: yes, but not like purposely. paper sucks. and so do knives. like boy scout knives.
*slit your wrists: no
*flirty eye contacted someone in class: i dont know, when i look at people in class maybe i'm giving them the wrong impression. i'd hope not. jebus.
*fantasized about someone: who hasnt?!1 tgrghjmgr.
*kissed someone elses partner: no
*had oral sex with someone elses partner: no
*had sex with someone elses partner: no
*trashed a hotel room: no
*trashed someones home at a house party: no
*worried about your friends? yeah, the ones who always get in trouble
*had your friends worry about you? i doubt it, i'm not good enough friends with anyone. i feel any of my "friends" could backsstab me at any time, or make fun of me.
LAST PERSON YOU:
*told them you loved them: my mom. or my niece. or my grandma.
*complimented: my mice.
*spoke to on the phone: my mom.
*got an e-mail from: the school grading thing edline.
*spoke to on-line: sam
*bitched with: i dont know but i THINK ashley. thats what she thinks. but i was doing that to everyone.
*bitched about: my mom not letting me spend my money?
*missed: i dont know?
*were excited about seeing: katryna
*wished you could see them more: john
*wished you would see them less: matt. his breath smells. i doubt he's brushed his teeth in a year.
*fought with verbally: this gay kid
*fought with physically: nathan diflorio. i slapped him.
*wanted to kiss: no one.
*had sex with: no one
*wanted to have sex with: i dont know.
*saw: my mom
*swore at: who knows
*laughed at: kyle o.
WHICH FAMOUS PERSON WOULD YOU:
*have sex with: emma watson. shes hot in the 4 movie.
*like to have a philosophical talk about life with: philip pullman.
*like to have as a best friend: liam aiken. because he looks like a nerd. and plays a nerd.
*bring back to life: terri. so i can point and laugh. no.. um, Dr. Seuss.
EITHER OR:
*Britney/Christina: christina
*N.I.N/Marilyn Manson: they both suck
*Blink 182/Jimmy Eat World: ..both suck
*Sepultura/Soulfly: um?
*Incubus/Deftones: no.
*Linkin Park/Limp Bizkit: neither
*Papa Roach/Alien Ant Farm: both suck..
*The Ataris/The Vandals: never heard of them
*No Doubt/Snake River Conspiracy: no doubt
*Disturbed/Mudvayne: neither
*Rancid/The Clash: uh?
*Coal Chamber/Smashing Pumpkins: pumpkins because i know what a pumpkin is.
AND FINALLY....
*Classical/Pop: pop
*Punk/Ska: punk
*Black/industrial: ...
*Emo/Indie: emo? i dont know.
IF YOU COULD BUILD A HOUSE ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD IT BE?
like. in ireland. but a rich part. because ireland is poor. irish people are cool. or britain. theyre dumb but i could go see j.k. rowling a lot.
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING?
my old old old ninja turtles underwear.
WHAT'S THE LAST CD THAT YOU BOUGHT?
i think simple plan. last cd i burned was this spanish nursery rhyme cd.
WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE?
my home.
WHERE'S YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PLACE TO BE?
anywhere that is memory filled.
WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT, STRONG IN MIND OR STRONG IN BODY?
strong in mind
WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
school day: 6am. weekend when im not forced to go to church: 9am/10am.
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE KITCHEN APPLIANCE?
those spinny things. its fun to lick the stuff once my mom stirs the stuff.
WHAT MAKES YOU REALLY ANGRY?
when the electricity goes out.
IF YOU COULD PLAY ANY INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
none. i played saxophone and im scarred for life.
FAVORITE COLOR?
turquiose
WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SPORTS CAR or SUV?
SUV i guess?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE?
kinda. i wanna go to hell.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
spring
WHAT'S YOUR LEAST FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE?
everything.
IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPERPOWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
invisability. or flying. or both. it would be the most extreme thing ever to sneak up on people and drop stuff on them from above.
IF YOU HAD (for the next 10 days) A TATTOO, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
a pokemon. so people can laugh at me. a jigglypuff. JIGGLYPUFF JIGALEEPUFFFF*sings*
CAN YOU JUGGLE?
i can juggle two items, or three of those floaty scarfs.
THE ONE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU COULD GO BACK AND TALK WITH?
my dad's mom. so i could laugh at her for being sucky and about do die of lung cancer.
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE DAY?
wednesday
WHAT'S IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR?
yardsale stuff.
WHICH DO YOU PREFER A HAMBURGER OR SUSHI?
hamburger. all fish=yuck.
FAVORITE FLOWERS?
lilacs
a n g e r section.
do you have a quick temper?: i get pissed off.
what do you do when you're mad?: piss everyone else off, bite my fingers
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: i dont know?
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: not bite my nails?!
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: maybe.
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: no
do you curse when you're mad?: yep.
c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out?: when my brothers used to beat me up. or when my parents yelled at me.
ever cried yourself to sleep?: once.. when i was like 2?!
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: no
ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes.
do you cry when you get an injury?: yeah, i try really hard to think about it just being pain and im some freak thing in a body and its just uncomfortable i dont really feel pain and for the most part it works. im sorry.
do certain songs make you cry?: yeah, especially COUNTRY music, in which you can actually UNDERSTAND what they're saying without lyrics.
can you make yourself cry?: yeah, that's how i get a lot of stuff.
p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: when i had to try and go through this kid tunnel. my fat got stuck. i know thats not what the question means, but i really don't care.
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: i've never cut myself honestly so uhh i dont know, probably ..slapping.. myself to see how hard i can hit
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: probably bitched at them over random shit for hours and hoped they were listening
ever had a painful break up?: kinda.
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: nope
how depressed can you get?: depends what im being depressed about..
do you inflict pain on yourself?: no
h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: for the most part
what can make you happy?: friends. family. poisonous reptiles.
do you wish you were happier?: not really.
what makes you the happiest?: computers, because im a loser.
is being happy overrated?: no, even though by the looks, most people my age are goths. goths=scary=sad
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: depends. define friends.
can music make you happy?: sometimes, depends if its something i can relate to
l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: if your heart was broken you'd be dead. but my heart has been pummelled for a day.
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: yeah sometimes
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: haha no.
did you ever love a guy/girl, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: never told anyone that. unless one night when i was half-sick at the last dance last year counts? but they said love you too. i dont know. she went out with a fat black guy the weekend after the dance.
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: nope except i almost cried after nicole.
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yeah, but she didnt mean it. she was mostly a friend though. so nevermind.
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: no, i only went out with someone for like 30 minutes. in a way.
h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?: i dont hate anyone. hate is a strong word.
ever made a hit list?: yep i have. just for fun. but some i want to kill.
have you ever been on a hit list?: yep, but she didnt mean it. i asked to be on it. I KNOW SHE LOVES ME.
are you a mean bully?: i make fun of the retard who sits behind me on the bus. and MIKE "BIG-ASS" CARTER. he pisses me off.
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: no, no ones ever broken it.
do you hate George Bush?: i really don't care, but bush is way better than kerry would've ever been. if clinton was the one in question, i wouldn't even get started on him.
s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: yes, kinda.
do you believe in yourself?: rarely. if i do its not when people are looking at me, it would have to be something i'd do on my own free will
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: quoting ashley who quoted ruth, "Yeah, but that's because I genuinely believe I'm not pretty. Not because I want them to keep saying it."
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: i know i'm ugly and fat. i sometimes kid around that i'm stupid when i forget to do something.
are you happy with who you are?: sometimes, i wish i didnt feel so much younger around some people the same age as me. i feel like a complete outcast dork
do you wish you can be someone else?: no
HAVE YOU EVER:
*prank called someone: no
*been prank called: no
*fallen asleep in class: i daydream a lot.
*been suspended since first grade: no
*been expelled: no.
*contemplated suicide: well, yeah, kinda
*attempted suicide: no
*seen someone die: no
*cut yourself: yes, but not like purposely. paper sucks. and so do knives. like boy scout knives.
*slit your wrists: no
*flirty eye contacted someone in class: i dont know, when i look at people in class maybe i'm giving them the wrong impression. i'd hope not. jebus.
*fantasized about someone: who hasnt?!1 tgrghjmgr.
*kissed someone elses partner: no
*had oral sex with someone elses partner: no
*had sex with someone elses partner: no
*trashed a hotel room: no
*trashed someones home at a house party: no
*worried about your friends? yeah, the ones who always get in trouble
*had your friends worry about you? i doubt it, i'm not good enough friends with anyone. i feel any of my "friends" could backsstab me at any time, or make fun of me.
LAST PERSON YOU:
*told them you loved them: my mom. or my niece. or my grandma.
*complimented: my mice.
*spoke to on the phone: my mom.
*got an e-mail from: the school grading thing edline.
*spoke to on-line: sam
*bitched with: i dont know but i THINK ashley. thats what she thinks. but i was doing that to everyone.
*bitched about: my mom not letting me spend my money?
*missed: i dont know?
*were excited about seeing: katryna
*wished you could see them more: john
*wished you would see them less: matt. his breath smells. i doubt he's brushed his teeth in a year.
*fought with verbally: this gay kid
*fought with physically: nathan diflorio. i slapped him.
*wanted to kiss: no one.
*had sex with: no one
*wanted to have sex with: i dont know.
*saw: my mom
*swore at: who knows
*laughed at: kyle o.
WHICH FAMOUS PERSON WOULD YOU:
*have sex with: emma watson. shes hot in the 4 movie.
*like to have a philosophical talk about life with: philip pullman.
*like to have as a best friend: liam aiken. because he looks like a nerd. and plays a nerd.
*bring back to life: terri. so i can point and laugh. no.. um, Dr. Seuss.
EITHER OR:
*Britney/Christina: christina
*N.I.N/Marilyn Manson: they both suck
*Blink 182/Jimmy Eat World: ..both suck
*Sepultura/Soulfly: um?
*Incubus/Deftones: no.
*Linkin Park/Limp Bizkit: neither
*Papa Roach/Alien Ant Farm: both suck..
*The Ataris/The Vandals: never heard of them
*No Doubt/Snake River Conspiracy: no doubt
*Disturbed/Mudvayne: neither
*Rancid/The Clash: uh?
*Coal Chamber/Smashing Pumpkins: pumpkins because i know what a pumpkin is.
AND FINALLY....
*Classical/Pop: pop
*Punk/Ska: punk
*Black/industrial: ...
*Emo/Indie: emo? i dont know.
IF YOU COULD BUILD A HOUSE ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD IT BE?
like. in ireland. but a rich part. because ireland is poor. irish people are cool. or britain. theyre dumb but i could go see j.k. rowling a lot.
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING?
my old old old ninja turtles underwear.
WHAT'S THE LAST CD THAT YOU BOUGHT?
i think simple plan. last cd i burned was this spanish nursery rhyme cd.
WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE?
my home.
WHERE'S YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PLACE TO BE?
anywhere that is memory filled.
WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT, STRONG IN MIND OR STRONG IN BODY?
strong in mind
WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
school day: 6am. weekend when im not forced to go to church: 9am/10am.
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE KITCHEN APPLIANCE?
those spinny things. its fun to lick the stuff once my mom stirs the stuff.
WHAT MAKES YOU REALLY ANGRY?
when the electricity goes out.
IF YOU COULD PLAY ANY INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
none. i played saxophone and im scarred for life.
FAVORITE COLOR?
turquiose
WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SPORTS CAR or SUV?
SUV i guess?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE?
kinda. i wanna go to hell.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
spring
WHAT'S YOUR LEAST FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE?
everything.
IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPERPOWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
invisability. or flying. or both. it would be the most extreme thing ever to sneak up on people and drop stuff on them from above.
IF YOU HAD (for the next 10 days) A TATTOO, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
a pokemon. so people can laugh at me. a jigglypuff. JIGGLYPUFF JIGALEEPUFFFF*sings*
CAN YOU JUGGLE?
i can juggle two items, or three of those floaty scarfs.
THE ONE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU COULD GO BACK AND TALK WITH?
my dad's mom. so i could laugh at her for being sucky and about do die of lung cancer.
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE DAY?
wednesday
WHAT'S IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR?
yardsale stuff.
WHICH DO YOU PREFER A HAMBURGER OR SUSHI?
hamburger. all fish=yuck.
FAVORITE FLOWERS?
lilacs