after eileen left for work at like 3 yesterday, curran and i went to fashion island to use his gift certificates. i'd never been, eileen and i always said we'd go some day and walk around. the directory was wrong. everything we looked at was expensive and ugly, we ditched that place. then we couldn't find the car, after lots of walking, we were ( Read more... )

you know what i feel like doing? like sitting down and watching harry potter all night. and then tomorrow morning, going to the theater. the new harry potter was a good time! curran and i saw it a few days after it came out. too bad i'm too tired to sit down and watch harry potter. this medicine i'm taking for allergies makes me tired, not ( Read more... )

i don't like the cold anymore. it gives me hives. i have to look like a moron with a million layers on. mom bought me some aloe vera stuff and some allergy medicine tonight. aloe vera stuff works for about 20 minutes, medicine is actually making me sneeze. at least i'm not drowsy yet? i'm so sick of hives, but then i feel so stupid when i ( Read more... )

[i hope]

i was just thinking, bob hope was really funny.

i am crazy about curran. totally happened without me realizing it. josh had wanted to pair him up with eileen. i don't even know if he liked her or not. i know she's attracted to him a little. i'm confused, i don't know what to do. she's fine with me going after him because she can see that he likes me too. she says not to worry about it ( Read more... )

today started off with me waking up late, i forgot to set my alarm last night. i went pee and as i'm pulling my pants up, my chapstick falls into the toilet, just as it is being flushed. oops. luckily nothing got clogged ( Read more... )

jesus fucking christ! my back, left shouder, neck, right hand, left wrist, stomach, both hips, right and left leg, my right thigh, and even my fucking scalp are covered in hives!! i've been like this since i woke up. i don't know what to do any more. yo body, some antihistamines would have been great a few hours ago, just knock me out. ENOUGH ( Read more... )

i didn't want to go to or skip class so i picked the lesser of the two evils. met up with eileen and then headed to my class to give tracie my paper to turn in for me. fuck that paper, it was supposed to have been turned in tuesday. dumb lady giving extensions. blah. then we were gonna wait for josh to finish his test. that never happened, ( Read more... )

i got sand dollar sperm on me tonight.

i feel so dirty.