blah fdsbalfudakgudag i suck.
blahd ashkgfdjaslfjdksajfkds i suck
blahdksafhdklsajgkfdajgkfjagkjfd suck suck suck

something is wrong with my brain and that sucks.

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hm that was great ok bye

my emotions are extremely wobbly all of the time
and also, halloween sucks.

i am sitting outside listening to deathcab, it is dark and very cold and i am smoking a cigarette and wearing a scarf.
i feel strange.

saturday: twins birthday party ( Read more... )

i am cold.
i am uncomfortable.
stupid.

12.21am

i am broken i think

today wasnt how i wanted. spent the morning and afternoon cleaning the apartment with an awkward silence and then chris left for work. so im here alone all night and i dont know if im happpy with this or not because the thought of being with people sounds uncomfortable. but sitting here, its crap. im going to go drive . or something. i dont know. ( Read more... )

it is 1:43 pm and i just sh owered and i want you to know that i think this is one of the most beautiful days ever. i swear. go outside. look! yeah. so this morning me and chris went to the store and got some eggs and bread and chocolate soldier and made eggs in a nest and we ate outside on the porch. so that was nice. and i dont know whats going ( Read more... )

just got home ( Read more... )

i am listening to cartel and i just made a pair of mocosins. i swear. i did. i bought a kit at hobby lobby. so now i have mocasins. and i also have a 3 x 2 foot portrait in pencil due tomorrow at eleven. and so for i have drawn a neck, lips, and one very convincing ear. this could be a problem. i should probably stop tryping in my livejournal and ( Read more... )