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[burninluvbug]

i saw the pictures today. not all of them. just a few... i didn't mean to. but the computer was empty... i knew were they were... i know he deleted them in front of me last night... but i just wanted to see. i'm not sure why. i think i like to hurt myself. i guess thats what it is. they all date back to september. to him that is so far back. but in

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[river868]

<3 You can always give me a call if you need "girl talk"- I don't know all the answers though- just an open ear.

[burninluvbug]

thanks... you've always been there for it all with greg... since the way way beginning so i guess ur the only one with a full story. we should hang out next time ur here... b/c i miss ya bunches.

<3 nic

[hvymetaljesus]

I feel guilty reading this because he's my brother... ha ha. i really don't know what to say about it other than that's how he always was. a colletor of pictures. before you or anyone else was around. You should get outa the house more and go hang out places with people. i know my mom's always willing to babysit. go out and have fun and try to relax about things. i don't know what else to say. i'm also never there, so i know about 1% of what goes on

[burninluvbug]

yeah i know it started before me... but he tells me it will stop and it hasn't... ever... i just dont think he wants me very much- but anyway, thank you for saying something... i know he's ur brother and all and so its strange and awkward- but ur the closest thing to a brother i have b/c my real one and i have never been (and probably never will be) close- besides he's to young anyway. its really nice to have u here b/c you know him better than most people do and sometimes you can bring things into perspective.
<3 nic

[xdevilishdorkx]

hey. i know that things like that can be painful especially when pregnant. i think a lot of women go througg husbands and bf's wanting somebody else while u are pregnant because u start to become a different woman then what you were and you start to show more attanetion to the baby before its even born and men get freaked. but thats their problems. if greg is honestly stupid enough to repeat his old mistakes he needs to be smacked. greg knows that i love him, but he serouisly is the one at fault. and by you marrying him or he think him marrying this made things better both of you are wrong. i know that u are curouis anyone would be and i know that most people look and wanna know and its not because u want to hurt urself but because u have to know. life seems unfair in that way, but thats his problem. if he is unfaithful after yall are married i would reccomend telling he has to move out for a little while. just so he gets that feeling again that he had when he realized he wanted to come back with you. so he knows that you mean

[burninluvbug]

thanks hun... it would be nice to talk to ya soon- maybe we can go out just ourselves b/c last time we went we had to take care of the babies and it was hard to talk and all- i miss talking to you b/c u usually always understand... why wouldn't u- u've been there...
anyway, luv ya bunches
<3 nic