My body has a conspiracy against me.
So I was SUPPOSED to have my doctors appt scheduled for this morning right...Meaning it didn't happen. I finally got an appt when I knew my girl issues wouldn't be a problem because apparently they need to run tests in the 'middle' of my cycle...Well, THIS IS THE MIDDLE. It WAS due in 12 days...
4 AM this morning I wake up in so much pain it's rediculous. I thought my stomach was going to explode or something. Finally after about an hour it went away, but it was directly followed by that feeling that you know your period is coming like right that moment and I just wanted to hit a fucking wall. TWELVE days early when it's been like perfectly regular ever since I got it back?!?! HELLO?! Body?! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG HERE?!
So I had to cancel my appt and cried about it for like 2 hours because this is rediculous. On top of that, it takes me about 5 minutes to go from a laying to a standing position because my head is in so much pain when I move it. So weird. But like just sitting here, I feel perfectly fine. I don't know what the hell is wrong. But I spent almost all of today just sleeping. Mostly because I'm depressed and I don't feel like doing ANYTHING and the other part because I don't feel well. Whatever. Someone buy me a new body for Christmas, please?
Also, I went with my mom to go see if we could find some drugs for me and go shopping at target(to get me out of the house cause I'm just Ms. Doom and Gloom.) and when she opened the front door a lizard fell inside and I gave the most blood curdeling(sp??)scream ever. I think I might be destined for the scary movie industry. Serious. But my dad got it out because even though I'm a difficult child he'll still do that for me...but not after acting like he's holding it in his hands so he can see me cry about it...yes..I really do cry.
SHUT UP. ;-)
4 AM this morning I wake up in so much pain it's rediculous. I thought my stomach was going to explode or something. Finally after about an hour it went away, but it was directly followed by that feeling that you know your period is coming like right that moment and I just wanted to hit a fucking wall. TWELVE days early when it's been like perfectly regular ever since I got it back?!?! HELLO?! Body?! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG HERE?!
So I had to cancel my appt and cried about it for like 2 hours because this is rediculous. On top of that, it takes me about 5 minutes to go from a laying to a standing position because my head is in so much pain when I move it. So weird. But like just sitting here, I feel perfectly fine. I don't know what the hell is wrong. But I spent almost all of today just sleeping. Mostly because I'm depressed and I don't feel like doing ANYTHING and the other part because I don't feel well. Whatever. Someone buy me a new body for Christmas, please?
Also, I went with my mom to go see if we could find some drugs for me and go shopping at target(to get me out of the house cause I'm just Ms. Doom and Gloom.) and when she opened the front door a lizard fell inside and I gave the most blood curdeling(sp??)scream ever. I think I might be destined for the scary movie industry. Serious. But my dad got it out because even though I'm a difficult child he'll still do that for me...but not after acting like he's holding it in his hands so he can see me cry about it...yes..I really do cry.
SHUT UP. ;-)