I haven't updated in so long because i felt hurt, Someone told me something very hurtful and i didn't wanna bother anyone with my emotions.. But i can't keep it in anymore.. it hurts way too bad
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You're not alone.mr_chatratOctober 29 2005, 15:19:42 UTC
Hello. Remember me?
I wouldn't tell you not to be so down. Like you, I think it's just wrong to even say something like that. When my little brother died, I cried almost every day for a year and even now, 5 years later, there are times when I remember him and I need to cry.
Since the last time I left a comment for you in LJ, I've met some beautiful people and some of them are hurting. I tell them they're ok, I understand why they're feeling so much hurt and I'm not going to try to change anything they're doing, thinking or feeling - but if at any stage they would like someone just to listen to them, I would be there just to do that.
So now I'll tell you that you're ok too. It's normal to feel what you're feeling but you don't have to deal with it alone. If you would like someone to answer you, I'd like to be there for you anyway you like.
Hunni, I'm sorry to hear about your nan. You've got to stop being so hard on yourself. She knows you love her, weither or not you told her. She knows. I'm also sure that she understands why you didn't go to the hospital to see her. I'm also sure she was there spirit the day of her funeral. I'm sure she heard your peom that you had written for her. I know you're hurting, and its perfectally ohk to cry and to let it out. No need to hold it in. That only makes the outcome even harder. Express yourself and your feelings, don't keep it bottled up inside, we both know that doesn't work. You're never going to get over the loss of her, but you will learn to move on evenutally. Not fully. She will always be in your thoughts and minds, and most importantly in your heart. But I'm sure she wouldn't want to see you beating yourself up about not going to see her. And not being there for her. She knows you care, be easy onyourself hun. Grieve all you want and for as long as you need, just stop being so hard on yourself. You didn't do anything wrong
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I wouldn't tell you not to be so down. Like you, I think it's just wrong to even say something like that. When my little brother died, I cried almost every day for a year and even now, 5 years later, there are times when I remember him and I need to cry.
Since the last time I left a comment for you in LJ, I've met some beautiful people and some of them are hurting. I tell them they're ok, I understand why they're feeling so much hurt and I'm not going to try to change anything they're doing, thinking or feeling - but if at any stage they would like someone just to listen to them, I would be there just to do that.
So now I'll tell you that you're ok too. It's normal to feel what you're feeling but you don't have to deal with it alone. If you would like someone to answer you, I'd like to be there for you anyway you like.
Or even not at all if that's what you'd prefer.
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