Dear to those who care.

[burnthisheart]

The pain is completely in control of me but im still fighting it. My will power is too stronge to let it win. I just can't help reminising in memories of when i felt happy, when i felt stronge and in control, when i felt stable. The depression is getting worst and worst, it hurts so bad to think. I lay in bed at night and stare at the ceiling and

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Hi

[brittanyanne223]

The first thing that I'm going to say is I'm glad you're fighting it. At least one of us is. I'm in the same boat but for different reasons. I miss just about as much as you miss. I've changed, I'm not myself. Like you said, its like I'm a 'shadow of who I use to be'. Thats how I feel.

I know you'll get through this, with the help of others and yourself. In time you'll be alright, until then. I'm here for you as long as you want me. Take care,

Brittany