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[burnthisheart]

I love her and at first i was angry with her for leaving, i still feel guilty, i still feel regret, theres not a second that goes by that her picture doesn't enter my mind. she will always be my grannie and i sware i will always be her baby. Very few memories exist of her in my mind but i fight so hard to keep them there. She taught me so much and

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I'm very proud of you Amber

[brittanyanne223]

Reading this update I see just how much you have changed. And in a good way. I'm proud of you, though that might sound corny, I don't really care right now.

You were able to learn something from losing your grandmother (may she rest in peace). And you're still learning, though it may be hard. Very hard at times, you're still here, you're still fighting. And for that I'm glad and proud.

Were so much a like but yet so different, I couldn't/wouldn't be able to do what you did/are doing. Thats what makes us different. I know you're hurting a lot still, but your coping with it and still fighting strong. If you ever need to talk, just message me.

Brittany

[anonymous]

Never feel guilty about this type of stuff. There was nothing you could have done differently. Hindsight is always 20/20 and so that's why you feel you could have done something differently. By the way you talk i know that your granie knows that you love her with all that you have.

You are probably one of the strongest people i know. And for that i look up to and admire you.
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