i am not speaking to one of my best homies anymore ( Read more... )

yes, i love you.

no, i don't miss you.

not yet, anyway.

i've decided, i am no longer going to be just an angsty youth ( Read more... )

i think i'm STILL HIGH from smoking up yesterday. but we did smoke up like a lot and then we stopped for half an hour or more and then we started up again and then we chewed on stems ( Read more... )

today went perfectly, i must say.

i didn't have to do any hard stuff, all the tests were easy, and i saw tadashi four times! we really can't say we never see eachother because i see him every single day, even when i'm just walking down the hallway.

at the end of the day i was getting antsy because i gave this dude 20 bucks yesterday and he was gonna ( Read more... )

lauren has confirmed that tadashi does indeed like me. since he wuoldn't wake his ass up early in the morning for just anyone. not even his motherrr ( Read more... )

last night, i was joking around and told the guy i like to come to school early to hang out with me or i'd cry. and he usually comes to school at like 7:15 and probably wakes up at the last minute ( Read more... )

my hair is too dark
--it won't look good for me.

i can't figure out which music i want to listen to

thursday is too far away

i have too much work to do to hang out like i had planned

i have too much free time to be busy

i don't know when or what to do about a certain someone

i hate not knowing.

i want to be the best
--i'll never be, and my best friends have ( Read more... )

so my day was amazing, as you might have read. and then it sucked, as you might have also read. and now it's quite amazing again!!!

i <3 axel and have a humongous feeling that we will be hanging out a lot for the rest of this week. he is the love of my life and we are going to make beautiful babies that will grow up to be models and have names ( Read more... )

i am no longer friends, or acquaintances, or anything at all with leo ( Read more... )