Comments | burntpeach: It's official...................

burntpeach

It's official...................

Jan 08, 2003 06:02

I am homeless. My mom and I had a huge blowout and she kicked me and the kiddos out.

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jim_in_pdx January 9 2003, 14:13:38 UTC

hey honey I'm really sorry to hear that ... I wish there was some way I would help. Maybe you and your mother can patch things up? Good luck! *hug*

pyrohypnotik January 12 2003, 07:37:53 UTC

I say fuck it. You don't need to be under that control anyway.
Something good will come of this. Better opportunities.
Believe in yourself the way you see you, not the way your mom does.
Believe that something good will come and it will happen.

If you believe enough you can change the reality you exist within.
Change it to something you like. It really is that simple but believing in how other people see you will only make you weaker.

I believe in you and I think you can too. Show her how wrong she is.

hope you are safe ossie January 19 2003, 16:06:35 UTC

hopefully when you read this , things will have calmed down a little and got better for you

take care
ossie

steven_1974 January 20 2003, 19:36:00 UTC

I'm sorry to hear that :( Wish there was something I could do to help.

mysticalways February 3 2003, 07:58:08 UTC

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY!!!!!YOU are a special person, to alot of people, and you cant forget that! I have been in those shoes of your, and they are not comfy! I have sat in my bathroom and cut my wrist, i have seen Michael fall on his knees in our kitchen and BEG and plead for me to listen to reason and not hurt him along with the kids. He finally got sick and tired of the heart break and told me this.... if you HAVE to kill yourself, then I supose I cant stop you, all I ask is this, please cut my throat and then the gurls throats before you do your own? I looked at him with this shocked look on my face and then asked him how he could ask such a thing from me? I am not capable of doing the deeds he asked of me! He then replied..... there is no difference in doing that or leaving us behind, either way you have killed us. And after sitting back and thinking of those words he muttered from his mouth, and the look he gave me...looking at me through wet lashes and tear stained face I realized...he's right, to leaver them ( ... )

ibdreamy February 21 2003, 15:47:47 UTC

Beautifully put.
Thank you for being such a true friend to her.
:)
Life is not always easy for some of us and some of us feel more alone then others.
It's always good to hear from other people in your life that your not the only one who feels like their drowning in shit.
I just wanted to Thank you..thats all.

mysticalways February 21 2003, 19:07:12 UTC

No thx needed, I really DO love her with all my heart! I told her that 20 years could go by without us talking and when we would cross paths again we would always be able to pick up where we left off, and you dont get that everyday most people only find that sorta friendship once in a lifetime...so I think of myself as being the lucky one, just by knowing her. I have been in her shoes, I have put my mind and body through so much and all because of the pain that I felt, it took a friend to make me realize that I wasnt just putting msyelf through it, but others as well. I hope she is feeling better.

Re: burntpeach March 4 2003, 19:51:32 UTC

Paige -

You have helped me more than words can express. Thanking you just doesn't seem to be enough. I know I fell off the face of the earth after our last talk but I also know you feel my presence in your heart and you knew I was ok.

The kind words you spoke to me gave me encouragement but the brutal words of honesty gave me reason to go on and for that my love for you reached a level of eternity.

I love you!!!! You and Michael and the girls are welcome to come visit ANYTIME!!!

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