I just happened upon your journal and I know instantly from your little grocery list of calories what this journal is. To each their own. I will not try to convert you. But:
oh hun... just to let you know I am not anorexic. If I was I wouldn't be eating over 800 calories by 4 in the afternoon. I am ednos... (eating disorder not other specified). Pretty much I am obsessed w/ food and calories, and eating properly and losing some weight. I'm not someone trying to get down to 100 lbs. or anything like that. I just want to be at a good weight for me.
Well, I'm sorry for my mistake, but I still worry when I see your journal. I guess I have just had too many friends go down that road and it scares me. What is a good weight for you? I just want to know if it ever is a good weight...
anyway... i'm glad that your packing fell off finally. it must feel nice to not have all of that in your mouth...but probably a little scary b/c of the food you'll be allowed to eat. you'll do well though, you always do.
and i can't believe wade's doctor doesn't let him know in advance when his appts are. that would piss me off so much!
Yeah it's crazy.. they said they left messages.. but they didn't. He is going to the beach next week to work w/o me. :-( I will miss him, but it will be ok. Yeah I think they are going to reschedule everything for later in May. Well I still have to be careful about what I eat b/c it is very sensitive. :-) Stay Strong hun. Me and Wade got in a big fight last night and both went to bed upset.... we will have to talk about that tonight. I'm not really looking forward to it. <3
oh no!!!! fighting and leaving it unresolved is so shitty. i hope that that things go well with the talk tonight. was it anything major or just fighting about petty annoying little things? good luck. you'll be in my thoughts! i know how hard that kind of thing can be...you've been here for me the past month or so dealing with that. thank you so much for that. so if you need me. let me know. <3
Yeah we don't even know how it all started.. but we talked about and everything is ok now. I dropped him off at work this morning so that he could go out of town. We spent a lot of time together this weekend. We had a day for just the two of us on Sunday.. I surprised him and took him to the movies (we saw Robots) and then I took him out to dinner... it was nice. Tonight will be hard... I'll be lonely in the bed by myself.
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i'm glad that your packing fell off finally. it must feel nice to not have all of that in your mouth...but probably a little scary b/c of the food you'll be allowed to eat. you'll do well though, you always do.
and i can't believe wade's doctor doesn't let him know in advance when his appts are. that would piss me off so much!
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