WTF is wrong with me?!?!?!
WTH is wrong with me???? shit i have sooo much anger inside of me....and when i want to say something i don't have the fcukin guts to say it. When someone annoys the shit out of me...why can't i just push them off! wth?? i'm a fcukin chicken SHIT i have the shittiest personality ever huh?? I don't worship the floor you walk on, i don't LOVE you. I may be nice to you....and seem like i like you and all...but in reality...i don't! Shit sometimes...i find myself too nice...but you knwo what...i'm not?? not even when i'm trying to be nice why?? i dunno! cuz i'm not a GOOD person and i like to be a bitch. ARGH it's soo hard to tell ppl stuff cuz it seems like i'd be bragging about shit or w/e....i think bout what i'm going to say and then i end up not saying it! why..??? cuz i want people to like me?? i have noo idea...but i'm tired of it...i want to express my mind...but i can't! why?????? not cuz i wanna be nice...cuz i'm a fckin chicken....you can say if you want...
i don't care...cuz...this is what makes me ME....and i'm happy the way i AM or else i wouldn't have the friends i have...and him =)
laterr <3