☆ Do Kyungsoo, Kyungsoo, Little Bear, Owl Eyes, Tweety, Theodore,
Whatever they call you, you're still that one boy who makes me happy, that one guy with eyes so big but as bright as the sky,
that awesome 21 years old guy from Seoul who always keeps me smiling,
and crying. ☆
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This is going to be the very same birthday wishes everyone will give to someone, but for this time, just for this time, let's just think that this is my stupid attempt to wish you a very happy birthday, even though you wouldn't even know that this post is existed somewhere in the world of ridiculous amount of social sites that are swarming the website; and even posted on a deserted account in livejournal whom no one even gives a shit. I know that, seriously. I know that there's no point on even writing a long ass post message, or screaming it to the whole world to see because no, no, no, you would never hear me,
you would never know me.
But Kyungsoo, this time, I will imagine that you are here, you're standing just right in front of me, and you're smiling,
so bright I think I might black out.
And here's the prayers I would give, here's the wishes I would say, here's everything I could ever give,
"Happy Birthday, Do Kyungsoo.
Happy, Happy Birthday. I really hope you're having a good time with your family, your friends, your stupid exo members, or maybe the one who means the world to you, the one who would bake you a birthday cake and gives you the thing you need the most because sh actually knows the best of you like the back side of her hand. I hope she makes you happy and you will laugh as you ruffle her hair and say stupid things to her but deep inside, you know that she's really the one and that she will stay. I don't want to wish that I were that girl, because that would sound plain stupid and just stupid, so I hope you're happy, you're really happy that you have her and she has you and the two of you would be perfect for all the world to see.
I wish for your health, always. I know being an idol requires a less time for sleep and more time to practice, but please take a good care of yourself, because you have too many people who loves you, so listen to this and promise me that you're going to be okay, alright? ☆ I don't know how hard it is, practicing and dancing and putting on make-up and rushing to so many places in one day to fill up the hectic schedule, I never know but I am good enough to know that it's tiring, so I hope you're happy, I hope you're putting on smiles that as sincere as it looks, I hope you think that these all is worth it, that you're contended with how things turn out to be and you would never regret this, becoming an idol. And oh, I have to thank you on that, because if you weren't in EXO-K, how would I suppose to know you, then? A guy with eyes so big they always blind me.
The last is, I love you. Don't laugh. It is ridiculous, I know, to love someone even before you meet them (Does screaming your name on the top of my lungs from down there when you were staggering the stage was counted as a meeting? Well so there it goes then), is sounds as promising as shit, but you have to believe me, that in some ways, you really remind me of love. So when I say I love you, I really mean it and I don't wish for anything more but,
to see you there, standing on a big stage with so many people chanting your name and listen to that, Do Kyungsoo, that's how much love they would be willing to give to you and I hope you feel blessed,
and I hope you know I am there,
I always call your name.
I really do.
Thank you for being born ☆