'cuz by now, i know you better than you know yourself...
i <3 the rain, for some reason it makes me happy... i know, i'm backwards... i dont really care.
today was great, passed out again. i think thats the 3rd or 4th time this week, i guess thats not a good thing... went to the dr, who basically told me no more exercize, no more caffine, and more food. i didn't like that too much, i have nothing against the more food part, but i need my caffine, and there's no way i'm gonna stop running right after it finally got warm enough to start again. just no.
so yeah, i screwed myself over and didn't take my math quarter exam. i'm taking it tomorrow, but still. i want it to not be around anymore. i want it over with. i hate the end of the quarter! arg! i dont even wanna think about 4th quarter- finals, regents, papers, projects, aaahhhhhh!!!
happiness: i found a school i really like besides the 3 or 4 choices in VT... rider university, its somewhere in jersey, but they have the stuff i want to look into annnnnd they have a good riding program (i think its good anyway... so i've heard). i went to a college thingy tonight with em, and got lots and lots of info on lots and lots of schools, but i kinda sorta really like rider. the guy gave me the captain of the equestrian team's e-mail and stuff, so i'm supposed to get in touch with her, and over spring break go out and visit. he said she usually gives tours of the whole campus, but if i'm interested in the riding, she'll show me the stables and stuff toooo... and its realistic with my GPA, and what i'm guessing i got on my SAT (i get it back monday... EEK!) so i guess thats a really good thing...
i have nothing to say. this was random and pointless... oh but i do have a cute pic of val and her bf.. awwwwwwww so cute...
