Today was a retard day.  Im pissed about everything.  This morning I left my gay back pack in my dads gay car so i didnt have any of my books for school and then my little Em got hit in the face by gay Amanda because she was TALKING to Ryan. And that just fucking made me wanna cry but then i was just fuckin pissed and now I wish I would have been ( Read more... )

Alright well I just got home form my GREAT softball game because we mercied Clio twice:)  And it was fun but they wouldnt quit cheering so me and Molly had to tell them to shut up.  It was funny.  But I didnt see my buddy Katie and i was sad.  But something even sadder is that Alyssa might move to Houston Texas and that sucks ass.  HUGE ASS.  im ( Read more... )

I look at Alyssa and Nate and I see what I used to have. That sure happiness. The dependibility on that one person and it makes me so sad. Its weird to think about. Before alyssa used to look up to what me and sonny had and now Im looking up at her and nate wishing I still had it. Its hard to go through. Thats why I dont want to get that ( Read more... )

***I had To Put This Song In Here***

One Year Six Months-Yellowcard

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with ( Read more... )

So I had a shitty day again.  It is only like the one hundreth shitty one in a row. Things just suck lately.  Nothing works out in my benefit. That little string thign under my tongue is sore.  it hurts and so do ym cheeks because the stupid ortho lady didnt cut them short enough and the wires are cutting into my cheek. but i get um off in June.  ( Read more... )

Today was a weird day.  I hope tomorrow is better.  Im trying to get used to him not being there.  And the thought of some other people are okay right now but I still love him.  Idk its all confusing.  You all are lucky youre not in my position.  It will all be okay though.  This is all his fault and I know I cant stop myself form doing whatever I ( Read more... )

Alright everything is confusing right now.  Even the weather.  What the hell is up with my life?!  Idk.  But in volleyball today I was in the middle of the court and I just started balling.  It was pretty weird.  I felt real gay and I tried so hard to hold it in but I just couldnt.  I hurt so bad right now.  And i dont feel like taking any shit ( Read more... )

Okay well Im just a little depressed-yeh a lot.  I want to talk abut it but I cant because then all them cool people whom I love so much will really have something to talk about.  And I think they have enough to talk about right as it is.  So yep.  Things were so great and I would die to go back to Friday and take advantage of every second I had ( Read more... )

"Today"

Today is the greatest
Day I've ever known
Can't live for tomorrow,
Tomorrow's much too long
I'll burn my eyes out
Before I get out

I wanted more
Than life could ever grant me
Bored by the chore
Of saving face

Today is the greatest
Day I've never known
Can't wait for tomorrow
I might not have that long
I'll tear my heart out
Before I get out

Pink ribbon ( Read more... )

Today was a gay day.  I  miss Sonny and I dont feel like writing in this now.  Im bored.  I want to go home so i can watch Desperate Housewives.  Im prolly gunna miss it.  I  really miss my baby.  I  wont see him and Im going to go die.

-Dawn