Hmmmm..... today in steps would be ( Read more... )

I just ripped my flesh and tore out my soul - then pasted it into livejournal..... it deleted my entry.....

I was looking at a photobook, and I noticed that after I was born, people stopped smiling in the photos. Three years after, my parents started the divorce. When I was nine, that was final and my brother became suicidal as I had been for a long time, and we both still are. My father talks to the animals like he should to his childeren, constantly ( Read more... )

Sorry, the phone was ringing and I didn't want the walrus (mi padre) reading what I'd written while I was gone. I'm going to school tomorrow. On a new bus, I wonder how that's going to go. Amon, single..... likes to tease..... fuck. This is going to suck like everything else. Annelise is online, I'm gonna get off livejournal and talk to her..... ( Read more... )

The random anxiety attacks are back. Cody called and I started freaking out and cried again, I couldn't help it. I haven't told him yet. I told Mike though. He has no reason to tell but he's friends with Cody, maybe he felt the need to tell him. I don't blame him if that's true, eventually I would have told him anyway. I'm getting paranoid about ( Read more... )

I was just in town, saw Mike Mastroni there. He told me that Amon broke up with Monique. He said it was ''funny as hell'' and I had quite a fun time disturbing him with tales of the grody subjects. I told him of Mr. Spacepants also... he thought it was funny and shared with me how Amon has also used such corny pick-up lines. Some including things ( Read more... )

I was just reading my brother's journal ( Read more... )

Today is Sunday. I woke up and my eyes were stuck shut. I need an eye opperation because I can't see clearly anymore. I went into town and hung out with Kimberly Annelise and Lauren and when they left I hung out with Aisha. Aisha's really awesome. Hanging out with her and getting to see Matt at the patco were def my highlights of the day. That and ( Read more... )

I've stopped cutting for a while, but now the scars just seem to be getting brighter and brighter as my pain gets worse. It's like they're coaxing me to start again ( Read more... )

The Cliff ( Read more... )