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somewhere they're speaking ( Read more... )

i think i messed things up ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking sorry for breaking.
but i can't stop.
i'm desperately trying to find something to hold on to.
something to make all this worth it.
but i can't.
and i don't know what to do anymore.

sharing white chocolate milkshakes. being pushed around in the cart at walmart. playing football in the aisles. holding their hands and running, laughing, feeling young. dancing to old skool songs in the car. getting my ass kicked at video games. napolean dynamite. green apple. cherry. singing vindicated as max played. singing taking back sunday at ( Read more... )

tidal waves. they rip right through me. tears from eyes. worn cold and sad ( Read more... )

i wonder how you sleep.
i wonder what you think of me.
if i could go back. would you ever have been with me.
i want you to be uneased.
i want you to remember.
i want you to believe in me.
i want you on my side.

come on. lay it down.
i've always been with you.
here and now.
give all that's within you.
be my savior..
..and i'll be your downfall

here we go again ( Read more... )

last night rick came over at midnight. that was nice. so he stayed the night and i must say.. it was very very very needed and nice. booya ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

i can't write about this on my xanga because too many people read that.. and i don't want them to know. i'm too ashamed of myself as it is. i don't want the people i love to know i broke ( Read more... )