Long Story Short.

[burymestanding]

So, I finally got ahold of him on ... Thursday? I think. We talked. I laid it all out there. He said he didn't want to try again. So, I tld him I accepted that and that if he ever changed his mind, to give me a call, because odds are I'll always love him.
So, yeah. It's over. Because you know what? I doubt he'll ever be like.."Shit, I lost

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[ozzisme]

I can't fix things but *hug* you know I care <3

[burymestanding]

Thanks, lady.

[fidgety]

From what it sounds like, he was a total douchebag, anyway. Take it from me, who dated Douchebag for three years. I thought I would be with Douchebag forever, that it was True Love, and blah blah blah all that crap. But, you know, once I got away from him, I realized how much him cheating on me, hitting me, and calling me stupid all the time hurt. So much that I couldn't be a functional person and instead cried in a corner and sacrificed everything I could to make him happy.

Yeah, it was stupid. But somebody else will come along, when you're ready. I know, it sounds dumb. Maybe it is, but I believe it anyway.

[burymestanding]

Well, it's good to hear it from someone who's experienced it, I guess. I dunno. He did douchebaggy stuff, but I still loved him more than anything. And I wish I could not miss him, but I do. Sigh. Oh well.