I offically hate LHS. Linden is just another one of those trashy towns. Today was disgusting. Looking at all those "thugs" and "gangstas", helped me realize just under what sort of circumstances this nation is under. It's people like them that want me to be a white rich person living in a upper-class town. I mean they stop right in the middle of ( Read more... )

I woke up around 10 this morning, and got ready to take on the town. By then Dana had called me and said she'd be picking me up at 11:30. She did, we went to go get Diana and her cousin, Bridget afterwards. We then go to the train station which is like two blocks from Dana's house and get our tickets. While we're waiting for the train, Maria ( Read more... )

One day left until the catastrophe happens. the choas known as senior year of high school. to think, that I was a freshman at one point four years ago. so anxious and uneasy about my first day of high school, all souped up in my wigger clothes, lookin mad gangsta lol. Thinkin back to then I realize I've changed. In more than one way, yet not much ( Read more... )

I woke up at 9 today. I looked in the Best Buy magazine that comes with the Sunday paper, and the CD players for cars weren't on sale, even though I could have gotten one for alot cheaper than now two weeks ago, but my mom said I didn't need one. gay? yea, and so day before yesterday I found out my parents decided to take a daytrip over to Cape May ( Read more... )

Last nights show was a kick-ass time. Very Killer show. I went with jeff, and when we got there we see this line thats almost going around the building. I was about to shit myself, I didn't there would be that many people. We park and then whaddayakno, we see somebody from Linden there in like .0000005 seconds lol. This kid, eric, some dirty stoner ( Read more... )

Tonights Atreyu, Nora, & Underoath. Better be good. Hopefully lots of fun, all the shits and giggles we all need. School starts sept 4.... fuck! I need to go to short hills and NYC before it starts. I hope diesel jeans are on sale or something. I need a haircut too, unfortunately some people don't care about me and don't bother to let me know if ( Read more... )

Today I was lazy. I did nothing really, I didn't even go run for 40 minutes, like I should be doing for cross country season. ah well, tomorows another day, I can run tomorow. I DID finally see that movie, Jerry Maguire. damn.. I nearly cryed. thats a real um.... touching movie. I recommend it. It seems to be taking forever for me to read one book ( Read more... )

So yesterday I woke up to find my parents fighting once again, I mean the do it every other day. But today it was one of the worser days. My dad wanted to go fishing on the boat, but after checking the tail lights on the trailer, he got pissed. One of them wasn't working, so he went to buy one. But he starts getting mad at my mom before he leaves. ( Read more... )

OK, so I'm not neccesarily doing tis for me, but I'm just curious, you know for shits and giggles. who here plays an intsrument or sings, and would like to join a band? Currently I am too busy, but would be if I had the time ( maybe talent too haha). Bu my two friends are working on gettin something started, so what do you's say?? anyon out there ( Read more... )

sometimes I forget who I am. lately I've been feeling like I'm in a slum. Its not like I'm depressed, but I'm just lost. Obviously I'm not alone. but why do I feel this way? why am I deviod of all emotion and happiness? what the fuck is wrong with me? *sigh* I've been feeling so existential, and I don't know why. I feel like I'm a nobody, but who ( Read more... )