don't come to my apartment. i no longer live there.

i'm going fucking insane!

i'm better than them. every fucking one of them. every fucking one of you...

why don't i deserve better?

i like me better when i'm alone.. or when i'm with people i can be myself around... i don't see why being me has to be abnormal..

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i feel so used and embarrassed..

i'm living for something that i can't even define.

what was i thinking?

trying to be a nice guy is killing me..

i would have told that cop that i had been smoking marijuana prior to driving, if i didn't lie so much...