"Broke ( Read more... )

my doctor called today and told me i was fine... since he's an idiot, i looked it up for myself on the internet and i found one thing and it lists like 30-40 symptoms and i have all but 4 of them... and it turns out that my mom had it when she was about 19 and it's sometimes hereditary. it's called hypopostural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome. it' ( Read more... )

i had a dream that i died last night. it was the exact same as a dream i had before...

...i wish the fucking doctor would call.

I swear I way more than half believe it when I say that somewhere love and justice shine.

at home, sick, again.

polar opposites.

"Scientist" by Coldplay ( Read more... )

i missed ANOTHER day of work today...

it gives me more time to think...............

i have a cell phone now.... the number is (519)577-5260. (give me your digits and i'll add you)

so i got my computer completely wiped, so now i don't have any memories from the last 2 years (because my brain sucks at holding memories)

you're the only one that can bring me to my knees...

i'm really sick. i had blood tests today and i find out what's wrong on thursday or friday.

i just want to be done with this...

i had good dreams.. and bad nightmares.