trainwreck.

[buscandome]

it's the only acceptable word for me right now.

overemotional and almost missed the birth of another grandbaby. feeling like i need to look into other career choices. i love my job, don't get me wrong. and i am damn good at it considering the area i am required to try to find GOOD, long term help. : sigh: ya have to at least "sort of give a fuck".

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[iwantt0change]

emily and co is lucky to have you, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. i know what it's like to do everything without support, and i can tell you one day at the very least she will look back on what a great mother she had.

the career is wearing you down, i see it every day buddy. take care of yourself.

yes. it is.

[buscandome]

i know, kodielee. i feel it everyday. i will. i promise. i miss you already. <3