last night i went with julie, katie and sara, to the city museum. i had fun. once again, i don't think that i was wearing the appropriate clothing, but i suppose it was still better than that long, loose-fitting skirt i wore last time i went ( Read more... )

i'm out of cigarettes. dammit.

i went to riversplash last night and saw paul oakenfold[sp?]. it was great until the fire marshall shut it down.
i haven't much to say.
except i love you all.

the past couple of days, painful memories are resurrected.
infectious as ever.
they burn my brain and cut my heart.
you give me this sickness, i can't quite cure.
just enough i can resist the passion,
but not enough to dull these emotions i feel.

all beings in existance have an edge of corruption living in them from the moment they're born. the animalistic instinct of self-preservation, at the cost of all others. in a desperate act of self-preservation in nature, the world shuts itself down every year, all things closing down and entering a suspended form of living, waiting for death and ( Read more... )

you show your conformity in the oddest of ways.
i burned you letters. they were of false delusions and filtered perceptions. that is all they were.
it was sort of like a purification. once i was finally over my first real crush in highschool.
i need to be purged of my thoughts.

i've been thinking about thatcher alot again lately.

analyzing that and other relationships.

now that its june, we’ll sleep out in the garden ( Read more... )

hehe. toby is licking my knee and giggling. hehe. it tickles.

anyway, my paranoid suspiscions were correct. god. i -really- don't like kristi. but i'm not the one who's going to be dating her. so. whatever.

tired.
update later tonight when i get back from the youth group thing. i promised katie i would go with her.

transparent plastic.
smooth as glass.
close your eyes.
while i shove it up your ass.

exhale.