i don't want it to be this hard.
i don't want to feel like this everyday.

i had to leave my math class because i was upset.
i cried on the way home.
i can't stand to be in this house because i think you're going to walk in the room any minute.

i keep waiting for a phone call that will never come.

was the hardest thing i've ever had to do.

i'll miss you.
more than anyone will ever know.


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worst day of my life so far.

now comes the hard part...letting go.

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saw rent today.

made me feel alive again.

i just want to be calm, and stay calm.

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i want to be the person who can make you smile.

auditions for spring production tonight.

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how do you get rid of that feeling that your insides are being ripped apart by ravenous, blood-thirsty animals?
....i don't know either.

i will try

so hard.

i watched the sun come up this morning

and pretended you were with me.