I'm in a really bad mood ( Read more... )

I'm so tired and dead and i don't want to get up today. maybe i wont. i think i should do some serious homework. maybe i'll get up off my ass and buy a giant starbucks coffee and sit and read the stupid canterbury tale and my stupid history book and my stupid humanities book. i'm dead right now. literally ( Read more... )

I love how music effects mood.  I was listening to really upbeat music earlier and i felt really good.  Now I'm listening to Counting Crows and my mood shifted pretty drastically.  It's so funny how something that seems so small makes me feel so much.  Is this normal?  This music doesn't conjure up any memories bc it's a new cd to me.  So it has to ( Read more... )

Wow yeah.. stuff.  I'm feeling very stuck right now.  I don't know how to feel or react to a lot of things in my life.  And it kinda sucks a lot.  Like I want to be in love and enjoy spending time w/ him but stuff just doesn't feel okay.  And this makes me mad.  But it's like.. what am i gonna do?  If it's not right now.. it's never going to be.  I ( Read more... )

So yesterday was fun.  It made me really regret not living on campus at school.  I just feel bad making my parents spend $10,000+ a semester for housing.  Oh well.. I mean i probably couldn't deal with living with ppl anyway ( Read more... )

So i'm def seeing Jon Stewart on Oct 6th with my favorite boy.  Be jealous.. i would be :D ( Read more... )

i really don't want to have to set my myspace to private cause i want ppl from my school to be able to contact me but lately there's been a bunch of creepy ppl stalking me lately.  so i think i'm gonna have to change it to private.  i mean.. is there something on my page that says "creeps please talk to me"... nope don't think so.

okay so i def ( Read more... )

date today.. date saturday.. uh oh looks like i'm not going to be single for long :)  get it while it's hot.. haha jj ( Read more... )

I don't know why i keep getting packages in the mail.  I think somone stupid stole my credit card and is ordering things and sending them to me instead of themself.  Yeah.  Because I definatly didn't order any proactiv.  and i def got some today.  wow.. i think i need to cancel my credit card ( Read more... )

I'm stuck. I don't know what to do or think or feel or anything.  I am verrrry stuck.  I am not numb.. but i'm not really feeling anything.  It kinda sucks.  I think i might want to get an apartment but i don't have any money.  And I hate not having a boyfriend or at least a crush.  I'm so bored without having a boy in my mind.  This is ( Read more... )