friday night, i dont wanna talk about, it didnt even involve rachel and there was a decision im pretty unproud of. so after that, rolled with the girl, had the best night ever, basically, next night, played get rachel drunk, later tried to kiss her, she said no :( so now i know exactly what my limits are, and theyre not too bad, i pretty much can ( Read more... )

and it will leave again with me having no valentine...
i hate this holiday, i think ive had a valentine once in the last 3 years.
why does the girl have to have a boy :(
why cant she be myyy girl, i treat her better already... aghh life is not fair

but she will be mine, i wont give up on this one at least not yet

girls confuse me immensly. and i hate when i crush on two people at once, and its even worse when they both share the feelings and i have to choose. like, its no contest, but still...it feels like i wasted time. i duno, i dont even know if either or them like me back, i just get the feeling they do, i mean the first one, its fairly obvious and i ( Read more... )

Merely comment, and I will:
1) Tell you why I friended you.
2) Associate you with a song/movie.
3) Tell a random fact about you.
4) Tell a first memory about you.
5) Associate you with an animal/fruit.
6) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7) In retort, you MUST spread this disease in your LJ.

so i decided i wanna get dreadlocks, and i wanna know what people think, should i get them? and dont be like no theyre dirty, cuz you do wash them and theres nothing unhygenic about it, ill still be showering everyday lol. but theres people whos opinion matters to me on this thing, so you people, if you think you could possibly remotly influence me ( Read more... )

PARTY ON FRIDAY!!
party at the small beach across bay farm field on landing rd.
come, bring a friend.
bring booze, weed, food, and drink if you can.
if anyone has like, a boom box or an ipod speaker dealy, bring it.
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ITS GONNA BE ILLLLLLLLLLL

halloween was decent. i got drunk and dressed up and smoked a cuban cigar and saw all the lovely ladies dressed in their rediculously provocative outfits, and i talked to mina and kim and katie and katies phone must have broke or something cuz i couldnt hear like a word she said, and she called me back later and it was like no sound, i litterally ( Read more... )

so i spent 5 hours on a bus, that was lovely. i got back and had mostly missed the plays, there was 10 min left, so i went to the cast party, and the next day hung out with mina and anthony till like 2:30, then katie came so it was mina katie and i at minas, and then kim came at 4, and i left at like 9:30, god what an exhausting day. the next day i ( Read more... )

so ive recently discovered that my concerta, the medicine i take for attention shit, when taken in double the recommended dose basically puts me in the zone for any art of any type i wanna do. its pretty awesome. i stay up all night with the tv on for backround noise and just draw basically. lastnight/this morning i spent the whole time basically ( Read more... )

yeah im in college....its sweet. just spent an hour flirting with my queen and im going to visit her tommorow. cant wait. i miss her tons i havent seen that sexy doll in like a month or two. i tried to say bye the day i moved, but mom said we were too late. eh, ill say hi and bye tommorow ( Read more... )