Motorcycle Drive By.

[busty_bombshell]

Yeah

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[chasep2001]

Do you remember to take your Prozac every day? Thats my biggest problem is I forget to take it daily, and it does no good. On top of that, I am thinking prozac isnt the best option for me. I am going to talk to my doctor tomorrow about changing to zoloft.

I totally understand depression = lack of motivation. Thats been my really big problem so far this semester is why I need to get my medication issues worked out.

[busty_bombshell]

yeah, i take it everyday.

I hate medication.

ugh.

I just started it... so maybe that's part of it.

[chasep2001]

yea, it takes 2-4 weeks to actually get in your system

[mandoodle]

"--but I've been so depressed"

" what I want is a good, steady relationship. NOT BULLSHIT."

dear hope,
stop focusing on a relationship and start focusing more on YOU. get YOUR life in order. deal with yourself. there is no way anyone can have a healthy normal relationship if they are depressed and unhappy with themselves. it will bring both of you down in the end. I dont know what to tell you. try and make the best of the situation while youre there. stop smoking, theres a start, and just try and forget about your past. i really would hate to see you not attempt to change your life. you are a beautiful smart girl and you know that. i wish i was a better friend to you because i really hate seeing people unhappy (i should take my own advice) cheer up darling.

<3amanda

[chasep2001]

I second what she said!

[busty_bombshell]

haha. yeah.
we all should take our own advice sometimes.

anyways... yeah, i know. I just really miss home alot. that's why i'm depressed. But... eh, what can you do?

when I come home... we are SO hanging out. <3

[teenagexwhore]

100's? we really should quit. i hear they can like kill you. you dont have a simple life because you arent a simple girl. in a realllly good way. i miss you. good luck with your life hope. i will always love you

[busty_bombshell]

naw, quitting shmitting.

thank you for the kind words btw. <33

[chasep2001]

she's right you know :-P

Don't worry I wont preach to you, but you were doing so good! I know you can quit for good!!!

[wahine_dreams]

ok so im so stoked to have gotten to talk to you last night. moving on from my hope?! yeah right. you're too big a part of me for me to just "move on" from. you know i love you, and those aren't just words. i would do absolutely anything for you, and drop absolutely everything if you ever needed me to. i will never allow myself to get too busy for you hope. there will never be so much going on that i cant fit my soulmate in. i miss you like crazy and think about you several times a day. do me a favor. remember what we said about smiling? that even if you're not happy, it'll trigger those endorphins? try it. once every hour, make a point to smile for me. i'll do the same.

december's getting closer and closer and we're gonna party like its 1999. and watch your mailbox sucker!! <3, ali.

[busty_bombshell]

haha, yesssss!

[rox_ur_sox]

I totally hear the "I wish I had a simple, normal life".... but thats what sets us apart... we know hurt.. not just you and I but everyone who has had to seriously struggle and put up with alot of bull shit... honestly... that gives us the heads up... we already felt the pain from every angle so we are some what prepared to be dissappointed.. bc we're used to it.. Can you imagine having the "simple,normal" life for 17 years and then out of no where your whole world is rocked and you can't deal... Unfortunately thats how it was for Amanda... she was hurt a million times more than it would have ever hurt you or I.. or anyone who has had to constantly deal with dissapointment... ack.. I'm rambling... I sincerely hope the best for you.. everyone deserves to be happy.. and don't worry it'll work out.. bc for me.. its the simple things that make me smile.. b/c I don't expect it.. I honestly don't expect anything... that why I can't get dissapointed anymore..

[busty_bombshell]

:) thanks. <33