YEP. I GOT HAIR EXTENSIONS LOLEZ.

AND I JUST CUT THEM ALOT SHORTER SO IF YOU SAW THEM BEFORE,

DONT BE SCUURRED.

SO IM CRUSHIN PRETTY HARD ON THIS CUTIE HAHA.

ITS NO SECRET ANYMORE.

&& PS. YOU KNOW IM SORRY.
I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO SAY.
I FUCKED UP. THE END.

OHOHOH I SAW JUAN ON TUESDAY AND IT MADE ME SO HAPPY.

So I have a crush. HAHA. Im so lame.

You'll never guess who.

Really, this time i need to quit smoking.

Who's quitting with me?

I found my home now I'm back to drifting ( Read more... )

I fucking feel like im walking on egg shells.
It's hard trying to be so strong all the time.
Especially after all this shit.
I just feel ignored lately.
I need some love.

People have been asking me what I want for my birthday. Honestly, I haven't even thought about it in a while. All I really want is to see him, and give him a hug, and to make him happy. I feel so shitty about the last couple of weeks. It hurts me so bad to just think about it, and I'm sick of hurting myself. I just want to see him smile. Then I'd ( Read more... )

Isn't this what you want?
So simple.
So single.

I keep reading the last words he wrote to me over and over again ( Read more... )

Yet again, I am attempting to quit smoking. I’m sucking on the commit lozenge, and it actually isn’t that bad. You eventually get used to its nauseating taste. The reason is, is that I woke up this morning and I couldn’t breath. Maybe from a bad dream, or maybe because my lungs are shit. Whatever. I don’t want to die. And I hate having to depend on ( Read more... )

I love how every time I've come back from my fathers, people have managed to change more than I've ever thought humanly possible. And I find it fucking adorable how you think you're so much smarter and better than me. Really.
Anyway.
This week was great. Theres an offer on the house. I'll be moving in no time.