One. Last. Time.

Dec 10, 2008 04:22

Title: One. Last. Time.
Author: but6682
Paring: Gabe/William
Rating: pg
Disclaimer: don’t own either…. only own the plotline/story
A/N:first gabilliam stand alone. stuff in Italics is William. Normal is Gabe
Summery: Someone dies



We use to be so close you and me.

I don’t understand what I have done.

It doesn’t matter the sexual things are gone now.

All I ever really wanted was for you to hold me.

I tried to fix it.

I tried to make all of the anger go away.

I tried to make you happy.

I tried to stop the anger in your hand.

There wasn’t a day that passed by, where I didn’t want you.

I want you to love me again.

I want you to hold me again,

I want you to look in my eyes again,

I want you to see how much I love you,

I want you to see how much pain you have put me through,

I needed you to see.

Maybe then you would have stopped.

I want to start over.

From the beginning,

When all I could see was how much you loved me,

When we could finish each other’s sentences,

When we could tell each other anything.

I guess people like me don't get second chances.

I tried to stop myself.

I really did.

It was so easy to drag it down.

It was a relief to see the smooth red beads drip down.

All the pain I felt was slowly drifting away

With every tear that fell down my face

I wish I could undo it.

I can still feel.

All I want is for it to go.

I have one thing left to write you.

Before it takes all of me.

I love you my angel.

Don’t ever forget the good times.

When you loved me.

When I was perfect in your eyes,

When I was all you ever wanted,

I love you Gabriel.

He crumpled up the note he found lying next to the sink.
He didn't want to see the blood.
He didn’t want to see the body in the tub.
He couldn't believe it was true.
His love.
He was gone forever.
He placed one last kiss,
On the lips of his love,
Before saying Goodbye.

“I love you William. I wish I could have told you. One. Last. Time.”
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