it's not new years but i think i'm going to make a resolution
for the sake of my relationship, i'm going to try and be less controlling
less jealous
less selfish
less paranoid and suspicious
the end

wahey so ( Read more... )

i dunnolately
i've been feeling incredibly lethargic at all times
i've been meaning to bake and stuff but i just get like
why?
why bother?
i feel like mush.
i need some form of affection. like
just a hug and maybe a kiss on the head
from someone other than my mom
just someone to make me feel like a good kid.
i don't think i'm a very good kid.

she made me do somethin that i never
did before
i rushed right down to a
flower store
i bought her a bundle
a beautiful batch
now baby dontcha know somethin
she sent em right back oh

no jars again
anyway
this new layout looks like color vomit, huh :D

i'm disappointed
jason downloaded the new tool single for me and i'm just UPSET about it
it sounds so derivative and ...Just...like ugh
it sounds exactly like it came from lateralis
luckily it is tool so it's probably a hoax rehash hidden secret b-side from lateralis and that's why
I HOPE

i conjured a dessert up from the aether today ( Read more... )

today i went out this morning with florencia, i had to HAD to get a new sketchbook because i'm literally completely out of paper
so i bought two
and a new speedball pen and some nibs
nibs is such a great word
and now i'm trying to get an idea for something to draw because
surprise
jars isnt on
so i cant do the one thing i enjoy on the internet

i think i wanna write a story and submit it to literotica ( Read more... )

tonight i got hit on by a cute girl
I'm thrilled :D