[Fanfic] Reminiscence : Chapter 2
Flashback*
“I love you…” confessed Shige.
“Oh my God, Shige! You sound so gay!” replied the other one.
“I loved you since we entered high school. I just don’t find any courage to tell you. I’m scared Ryo… I’m scared…”
“I can’t like you, Shige! Come on! How can I love someone like you? You can’t even stand on your own feet! And still need someone to rely on! Yes, you’re great at academics, but you still stupid at everything! You easily been fooled! Go and find someone else!” every single word breaks Shige’s heart, he knew Ryo never ever had a feelings for him, like a thousand knives had stabbed on him, that despite of rejection, he even insulted him. It hurts his heart more.
“I… we can still be friends, right?” he asked, tears escaped on his eyes.
“No… we can’t… Just leave! I don’t want to see your face anymore!” said Ryo, trying not to show any tear escaping from his eyes. Shige just stood up in the doorway doesn’t want to leave. It annoys him. He grabbed his wrist and dragged him out of the condominium and shut his door hard. Shige wipe his tears and take a last look on his apartment and leave broken hearted, absentmindedly.
Ryo collapsed in his bed and let out his emotion that he keep controlling before Shige left. He loves Shige, like he did. He’s scared of not making him happy. Shige deserve to be happy… with someone else. Even he hurt him emotionally. He fells guilty of saying harsh things to him. He close his eyes, he wanted to forget everything this night until…
CRASH!
A loud car crashed happened outside and then suddenly added by the other residents chatting around. He looked outside with curiosity at the window of his condominium, but he eyed the thick, hardbound book, followed by the familiar guy laid on the ground showering in his own blood.
“S-Shige!!!” he stormed out of the apartment and took an elevator, he cursed the elevator processing very slow, and just take the stairs, just to be quick. He reached the ground floor and goes out of the condominium.
“Shige!” he called, shaking him up, suddenly, Shige opened his eyes weakly.
“Is… this… enough?” Shige asked in a weak voice.
“Ssshhh…don’t talk… someone called the ambulance already.”
“Ryo… I’m happy… that I… met someone like you…” he coughed in blood.
“Me too…”
“This is the last time that I’ll see you again… I’m dying…”
“No! You can’t die Shige!” Shige closed his eyes.
“Shige! Wake up! You can’t die! How about your family? Your future? Friends? And… me? Don’t leave me please!” he pleaded and no response coming from Shige.
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“Doctor, how’s he? He wasn’t gain consciousness for a week?” asked Ryo.
“I haven’t told this to you. But his parents know about his condition, he’s on a coma. We don’t know when he will wake up. And there’s a possibility that he will have amnesia because of the head injury.” Said the doctor.
“I understand… I’ll go and visit him. Thank you.” He bowed and goes to Shige’s room and checked him up. He took his hand and kissed it gently and put it on his cheeks.
Please, wake up Shige. I miss you. I wanted to apologize about what happened that night and tell you that how much I love you, Shige. Please.
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He went to Shige’s apartment to get his things and let it move in his condominium. He started to pack his things, and eyed the photographs pinned on the wall. Most of the pictures were him or just the two of them, together. He touched the pictures and reminisces those times together.
I regretted it Shige. Please I want to see you awake. I want to payall my sins, from hurting you so much. I promise, I will change.
*End of Flashback*
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Ryo woke up from his deep sleep, and saw a familiar figure in front of him, looking down at him in curiosity.
“Shige?” asked Ryo and Shige began to think deep.
“Who are you!? And who's Shige?” asked the other one.
“You're Shige! And I'm Ryo! Don't you remember me?”
“No. I don't know anything, even myself.”
He has amnesia.
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“Yes. He has amnesia, the cause of the accident.” said the doctor.
“Sensei, how long would he able to remember his past?”
“Still depends on him if he still be able or he totally forgotten? He has an emotional trauma, as what the psychologist checked him. I’ll tell you what the psychologist and I have discussed, Kato-san emotional trauma a possibility cause, we can tell that he has a lack of experience as a youth, or he had something on his past recently caused him so much emotional pain. And you will encounter some childish attitude of him. So, it will be difficult for him to remember.”
It’s my entire fault.
“But, when will he able to be discharge?”
“Maybe around this week. He's perfectly fine, physically.” he takes a look at Shige who is reading the law book that he's carrying before the accident.
“Ne,” called Shige, tugging Ryo's shirt.
“Yes?” he asked.
“I know this. But, somehow I don't remember, why.” he pointed the whole page of the law book.
“Of course, you know that. You're supposed to be a lawyer, right now?”
“Am I?” he take a look at him big eyes wide open.
“Yes. You've graduated at college of Law. You've been reviewing for the bar exam, which is the tomorrow morning but, the night before you had an accident.”
“I see. Since when the accident happened?” asked the innocent patient.
“3 months ago. It means, you've been sleeping for 3 months.”
“That's long!” retorts Shige.
“Yes.”
“When will I leave this place?”
“Around this week.”
“That's great!”
“You will stay at the condominium with me and Massu.”
“Massu? Who’s that?”
“He's one of your best friends.”
“I see! I want to see him!” smiled Shige.
“You will. And I'll take my leave now. I'll see you tomorrow.”
“Eh? You're leaving?”
“Yes. I still have work.” he smiled and gives Shige a kiss on his forehead.
“Hai. See you tomorrow.”
“Rest well Shige.”
“I will, Nishikido-kun.” he left the room and go to the shooting place.
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“Yamashita-san!” shouted the other side of Masuda, signals Yamashita to go inside the office. Yamashita goes inside and closes the door.
“Yes? Masuda-san?” he asked,
“What the heck is this? I don't like this! This is not perfect! Go and make another photograph!” demanded Masuda as he threw the photographs at him.
“Masuda-san! I will go the studio again? It’s raining outside.”
“I don’t care! Right now! And I want the perfect one! They call you a 'professional' photographer? No way!” it makes Yamashita insult and glares at him.
“Since when did you become like that, Massu?”
“It doesn’t matter.” He walked away from him, Yamashita grabbed his arm and pinned him in the nearest wall.
“You weren’t like that, Massu. I want to know the reason!” he holds his shoulders. A touch that Massu felt weak.
“Why do you care?”
“I care for you Massu.” Yamashita said in a calm voice. There’s somewhere in Massu’s mind that he’s sincere.
“Since that day.” He answered coldly, glaring at him.
“That day?”
“The day that I knew everything that your friends dared you to fall in love with me, and you did. I’m such an idiot.” He turned his gaze down, not letting him show his tears and how weak he is.
“I’m so sorry.”
“Don’t be sorry. I can’t forgive you.” He lied. He’s willing to forgive him, but not now.
“I wasn’t able to explain myself that I’m serious. That day, I’m planning to tell you everything, and to be able to tell you how much you mean to me. I still…” Yamashita was interrupted as Massu pushed him away hard.
“Go back to your work, or else I’ll fire yo-hmfff…” Massu was now interrupted by the other guy’s lips capturing, his. Massu let his tears escape from his eyes. Yamashita move away a bit, he pressed their foreheads together as their nose touching, both of them felt their breaths closer. Massu felt even weaker after that kiss, he wasn’t able to struggle anymore.
“I still love you, Massu, you’re always in my mind, and I didn’t forget you even a bit.” He wipes his tears by using his thumb but, the tears still flowing down.
“Listen, I want you back. I’ll start it now. I’ll win your heart back again, and be mine again. But, I’ll patiently wait for that time, even it takes forever.” He left the office like nothing happened inside, Massu returned to his seat and think deep.
He still loves me… he thought but some part of his mind are against this feeling.
No… he’s still playing on me. I don’t believe him. He’ll just play around and hurt me again. He can’t win my heart again. Those thoughts were like a knife that stabbing his heart.
What if he’s serious, now? I… want him back… I wanted to be happy… with him…
He thought as he checked his phone and received a message from Ryo.
From: Boss-chan-sama
Massu! Shige had finally gained consciousness!
But…
He has amnesia…
He can’t remember us.
*end of message*
=END of Chapter 2=
“I love you…” confessed Shige.
“Oh my God, Shige! You sound so gay!” replied the other one.
“I loved you since we entered high school. I just don’t find any courage to tell you. I’m scared Ryo… I’m scared…”
“I can’t like you, Shige! Come on! How can I love someone like you? You can’t even stand on your own feet! And still need someone to rely on! Yes, you’re great at academics, but you still stupid at everything! You easily been fooled! Go and find someone else!” every single word breaks Shige’s heart, he knew Ryo never ever had a feelings for him, like a thousand knives had stabbed on him, that despite of rejection, he even insulted him. It hurts his heart more.
“I… we can still be friends, right?” he asked, tears escaped on his eyes.
“No… we can’t… Just leave! I don’t want to see your face anymore!” said Ryo, trying not to show any tear escaping from his eyes. Shige just stood up in the doorway doesn’t want to leave. It annoys him. He grabbed his wrist and dragged him out of the condominium and shut his door hard. Shige wipe his tears and take a last look on his apartment and leave broken hearted, absentmindedly.
Ryo collapsed in his bed and let out his emotion that he keep controlling before Shige left. He loves Shige, like he did. He’s scared of not making him happy. Shige deserve to be happy… with someone else. Even he hurt him emotionally. He fells guilty of saying harsh things to him. He close his eyes, he wanted to forget everything this night until…
CRASH!
A loud car crashed happened outside and then suddenly added by the other residents chatting around. He looked outside with curiosity at the window of his condominium, but he eyed the thick, hardbound book, followed by the familiar guy laid on the ground showering in his own blood.
“S-Shige!!!” he stormed out of the apartment and took an elevator, he cursed the elevator processing very slow, and just take the stairs, just to be quick. He reached the ground floor and goes out of the condominium.
“Shige!” he called, shaking him up, suddenly, Shige opened his eyes weakly.
“Is… this… enough?” Shige asked in a weak voice.
“Ssshhh…don’t talk… someone called the ambulance already.”
“Ryo… I’m happy… that I… met someone like you…” he coughed in blood.
“Me too…”
“This is the last time that I’ll see you again… I’m dying…”
“No! You can’t die Shige!” Shige closed his eyes.
“Shige! Wake up! You can’t die! How about your family? Your future? Friends? And… me? Don’t leave me please!” he pleaded and no response coming from Shige.
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“Doctor, how’s he? He wasn’t gain consciousness for a week?” asked Ryo.
“I haven’t told this to you. But his parents know about his condition, he’s on a coma. We don’t know when he will wake up. And there’s a possibility that he will have amnesia because of the head injury.” Said the doctor.
“I understand… I’ll go and visit him. Thank you.” He bowed and goes to Shige’s room and checked him up. He took his hand and kissed it gently and put it on his cheeks.
Please, wake up Shige. I miss you. I wanted to apologize about what happened that night and tell you that how much I love you, Shige. Please.
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He went to Shige’s apartment to get his things and let it move in his condominium. He started to pack his things, and eyed the photographs pinned on the wall. Most of the pictures were him or just the two of them, together. He touched the pictures and reminisces those times together.
I regretted it Shige. Please I want to see you awake. I want to payall my sins, from hurting you so much. I promise, I will change.
*End of Flashback*
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Ryo woke up from his deep sleep, and saw a familiar figure in front of him, looking down at him in curiosity.
“Shige?” asked Ryo and Shige began to think deep.
“Who are you!? And who's Shige?” asked the other one.
“You're Shige! And I'm Ryo! Don't you remember me?”
“No. I don't know anything, even myself.”
He has amnesia.
~*=-..-=*~~*=-..-=*~~*=-..-=*~~*=-..-=*~~*=-..-=*~~*=-..-=*~~*=-..-=*~
“Yes. He has amnesia, the cause of the accident.” said the doctor.
“Sensei, how long would he able to remember his past?”
“Still depends on him if he still be able or he totally forgotten? He has an emotional trauma, as what the psychologist checked him. I’ll tell you what the psychologist and I have discussed, Kato-san emotional trauma a possibility cause, we can tell that he has a lack of experience as a youth, or he had something on his past recently caused him so much emotional pain. And you will encounter some childish attitude of him. So, it will be difficult for him to remember.”
It’s my entire fault.
“But, when will he able to be discharge?”
“Maybe around this week. He's perfectly fine, physically.” he takes a look at Shige who is reading the law book that he's carrying before the accident.
“Ne,” called Shige, tugging Ryo's shirt.
“Yes?” he asked.
“I know this. But, somehow I don't remember, why.” he pointed the whole page of the law book.
“Of course, you know that. You're supposed to be a lawyer, right now?”
“Am I?” he take a look at him big eyes wide open.
“Yes. You've graduated at college of Law. You've been reviewing for the bar exam, which is the tomorrow morning but, the night before you had an accident.”
“I see. Since when the accident happened?” asked the innocent patient.
“3 months ago. It means, you've been sleeping for 3 months.”
“That's long!” retorts Shige.
“Yes.”
“When will I leave this place?”
“Around this week.”
“That's great!”
“You will stay at the condominium with me and Massu.”
“Massu? Who’s that?”
“He's one of your best friends.”
“I see! I want to see him!” smiled Shige.
“You will. And I'll take my leave now. I'll see you tomorrow.”
“Eh? You're leaving?”
“Yes. I still have work.” he smiled and gives Shige a kiss on his forehead.
“Hai. See you tomorrow.”
“Rest well Shige.”
“I will, Nishikido-kun.” he left the room and go to the shooting place.
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“Yamashita-san!” shouted the other side of Masuda, signals Yamashita to go inside the office. Yamashita goes inside and closes the door.
“Yes? Masuda-san?” he asked,
“What the heck is this? I don't like this! This is not perfect! Go and make another photograph!” demanded Masuda as he threw the photographs at him.
“Masuda-san! I will go the studio again? It’s raining outside.”
“I don’t care! Right now! And I want the perfect one! They call you a 'professional' photographer? No way!” it makes Yamashita insult and glares at him.
“Since when did you become like that, Massu?”
“It doesn’t matter.” He walked away from him, Yamashita grabbed his arm and pinned him in the nearest wall.
“You weren’t like that, Massu. I want to know the reason!” he holds his shoulders. A touch that Massu felt weak.
“Why do you care?”
“I care for you Massu.” Yamashita said in a calm voice. There’s somewhere in Massu’s mind that he’s sincere.
“Since that day.” He answered coldly, glaring at him.
“That day?”
“The day that I knew everything that your friends dared you to fall in love with me, and you did. I’m such an idiot.” He turned his gaze down, not letting him show his tears and how weak he is.
“I’m so sorry.”
“Don’t be sorry. I can’t forgive you.” He lied. He’s willing to forgive him, but not now.
“I wasn’t able to explain myself that I’m serious. That day, I’m planning to tell you everything, and to be able to tell you how much you mean to me. I still…” Yamashita was interrupted as Massu pushed him away hard.
“Go back to your work, or else I’ll fire yo-hmfff…” Massu was now interrupted by the other guy’s lips capturing, his. Massu let his tears escape from his eyes. Yamashita move away a bit, he pressed their foreheads together as their nose touching, both of them felt their breaths closer. Massu felt even weaker after that kiss, he wasn’t able to struggle anymore.
“I still love you, Massu, you’re always in my mind, and I didn’t forget you even a bit.” He wipes his tears by using his thumb but, the tears still flowing down.
“Listen, I want you back. I’ll start it now. I’ll win your heart back again, and be mine again. But, I’ll patiently wait for that time, even it takes forever.” He left the office like nothing happened inside, Massu returned to his seat and think deep.
He still loves me… he thought but some part of his mind are against this feeling.
No… he’s still playing on me. I don’t believe him. He’ll just play around and hurt me again. He can’t win my heart again. Those thoughts were like a knife that stabbing his heart.
What if he’s serious, now? I… want him back… I wanted to be happy… with him…
He thought as he checked his phone and received a message from Ryo.
From: Boss-chan-sama
Massu! Shige had finally gained consciousness!
But…
He has amnesia…
He can’t remember us.
*end of message*
=END of Chapter 2=