Title: Reminiscence
Author:
nishymassu &
setsuna_31Genre: AU, Romance, Angst, Drama
Pairing: MassuPi & NishiKato
Rating: PG
Summary: Massu and Ryo were high school friends and they have the same situations and bad past about their past love life.
A/N: This is the 2nd to the last chapter. Enjoy reading.
Massu dropped his mobile phone, once told that his condition is critical, sudden state of shocked. He ran away from the condo unit and follow Ryo. Massu embraced his friend and shed his tears.
“Massu, what’s wrong?” asked Ryo as he embraced the chubby boy.
“Tomohisa… he got accident… He's on the hospital right now... and his condition is critical." he sobbed.
“Okay, I’ll drop you at the hospital and I’ll be looking for Shige, okay?”
“Are you sure?” clarifies Massu.
“Yeah. Since the hospital is nearer.” He opened the door for Massu.
“Arigatou.” He sobbed as he entered the car.
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Ryo and Massu arrived at the hospital. He just dropped by Ryo, so that he can look for Shige. Massu went to the emergency room as soon as possible. He just sat on a vacant seat to wait for the result.
I hope he will be fine. It’s my entire fault. Kami-sama, please let him live. I love him so much, even I was in a unrequited love. It’s wasn’t wrong to love, right?
“Are you Masuda-san?” asked one of the nurses.
“Hai. How’s Tomohisa?”he bowed in front of the nurse with his swollen eyes.
“Yamashita-san is very strong, he’s okay now. But he has fracture on his right arm, he’s now taking to the room 305.” The nurse returned Tomohisa’s phone, he’s now responsible to call his mother and also with his sister. He bowed in gratitude and went to the 3rd floor. He wanted to see Tomohisa so badly. He saw the doctor in front of the said room.
“Anou, how’s the patient inside?” asked Massu and pointing the room 305.
“Are you Yamashita Tomohisa’s relative?” asked the doctor.
“No but, I was about to call them now. But, I was the first one being informed. Can I see him?”
“We can’t assure you if he’s really fine if he wake up; it might have amnesia. We should pray for his fast recovery. And yes, you may see him.” The doctor bowed to him and left. Massu entered the room and checked over Tomohisa.
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“Goodbye, Massu.”
“T-Tomohisa, you will be fine. Don’t leave me, please!”
“I wish you happiness to Ryo.”
“No, he’s not the one I love. I still love you, Tomohisa! Stay with me, please. I don’t want to be alone once again.” Massu hugged Tomohisa. But he didn’t respond anymore, he was dead.
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“Massu, are you alright?” asked the guy that sound so familiar that makes him go back to reality, he rubbed his eyes in disbelief, its Tomohisa, beside him, consulting him if he was, he nodded as he stood up and embraced him really tight.
“Massu, ittai ittai!!!”
“Gomen, I was worried about you.”
“You didn't love me anymore, don't you?”
“Eh? What?”
“You're living with Ryo-chan!”
“So? We're not together. He was in love with Shige for a very long time, not me.”
“You don't like him?”
“Stop asking will you? Let me finish this, I live with Boss-chan-sama, which is Ryo, it doesn't mean that we're together, and Shige lives with us and he has amnesia for months and he just remembered everything just right now, he ran away, Ryo-chan was looking for him right now. I love him as a friend, and I still love you!” he explained and confessed at the end.
“You still love me?” that’s the only words that stuck on his mind, Massu nods.
“But, I am still not ready, its just… I don’t want to be hurt again, I don’t know if it happens once again.” Tomohisa smiled at him, ruffled his hair, he find Massu’s answer satisfying, knowing that the other still loves him, he can wait for his sweet answer or maybe not.
“I can still wait, Massu till forever. I’ll give you more time to think. Just don’t leave me now, whatever answer you’ll be given to me. If you really can’t have me back, I’m still here, open arms, welcoming you anytime when you're down. And… I’m not going to hurt you anymore. I regretted myself not telling it to you. But I was really serious since that time until now.” He wiped Massu’s flowing tears, and he nods.
For Massu, how many times he said that he’s really serious with him, he began to believe his words again. Hoping that he wouldn’t regret this, he can't blame himself also, he loves Tomohisa so much so he can’t resist. And some part of him wanted him back.
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Ryo parked his car on the nearest park, he spend 3 hours of looking for him. He checked his old apartment, nearest malls and even called his parents, he wasn’t call or there. They will give him a call once he got back.
He sat at the bench and as his tears falling continuously, he wanted to see Shige, to apologize, and tell him that he loved him so much. He took a sigh as he walked a bit.
Shige where are you, baka? I’m worried. You can’t even survive in a snow.
Few moments later, he stopped on a small alley where a familiar figure sitting on the ground while hugging his knees, sobbing a little sound. Since the park is not that crowded anymore, he can hear him. He ran into him and removes his sweater and wears it on him, the other guy looked up to him a bit.
“Ryo-chan…” he said when Ryo pulled him into a tight embrace. Shige wanted this, but that night all of this were turned down.
“I told you not to bother to look for me.”
“Baka! If you told me that, I’m still looking for you stupid! You are freezing now! Let’s go.” He was being pushed away by Shige.
“I hate you, Nishikido Ryo!”
// End of Chapter 5