[Fanfic] Our Last Film
Title: Our Last Film
Author:
setsuna_31
Pairing: Tegomass & TegoRyo
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
Disclaimer: Just a fiction desu~! So I don't own them...
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We were happy together when we filming our video together, I'm happily filming every smile of you. The smile that there's no tomorrow awaits from you. You always gave that smile to everyone. Those girly face of yours. No one will ever think that you were a guy aside from your name, Tegoshi Yuya.
”You're great Massu!!!” said Tegoshi to me while running closer to me and gave me a warm hug and a smack on my lips.
”You're just cute Tesshi and I can't resist it.” I smiled. And he gave me a laugh.
”Thanks!! I'll treat you gyoza after our rehearsal.”
Tesshi, and everyone in Johhny's Jimusho that I love to eat, especially gyoza, I was named a 'Buta' around Jimusho, that was precious, I used to eat gyoza that he treat me wholeheartedly. But, I love Tesshi more than this food.
We’ve been together for 3 years; we keep our relationship within half a year. Until Ryo-chan saw us in the dressing room, I already took off Tesshi’s shirt. Ryo-chan smirked and suddenly left the room to give us privacy.
I know that Ryo-chan had a romantic feeling towards Tesshi. But, Tesshi used to confess to him before but, he rejects him. But he knew that we already had a relationship, so he keeps distance from us. Tesshi feel guilty, but I comfort him, I told him it was okay.
Few months later, I went out of the Jimusho. I went to starbucks where Tesshi wanted to buy his favorite drink, I let him to stay on the dressing room and wait for the others.
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But, it seems that there's no one arrived aside from us who arrived that very early. But, suddenly I heard someone talking on the NEWS dressing room. I heard Tesshi's voice. So, I listened to the conversation outside without opening the door.
”I thought you love me Tegonyan?” asked Ryo.
”I already forgot that. You don't love me right?”
”You're using him, right?”
”Pardon?”
”You're using buta. You don't love him. You love me.”
”I confessed a year ago! And I didn't use Massu. I love him! I really did.” Tesshi raised his voice over Ryo-chan.
”I love Tegonyan. I regret what I have said. But I need you. I want you. Forgive me.”
”It’s too late Ryo-tan.”
”But, can you give me another chance?”
”No.”
”Okay then.”
THUG!
I started to become nervous. I wonder what was happening inside, I took the knob and slowly open it. I welcomed by their kisses. Ryo is pinning him on the wall, kissing him and Tesshi struggling and gave up and kissed back. It breaks my heart into pieces, I was stunned. How Tesshi kissed someone other than me? Without knowing, I already dropped his drink, and they pulled away and turned their gaze on me.
”Massu...” I heard my name coming from Tesshi. But, I ran away out of the room. But he followed me. But, he grabbed my wrist.
”Wait! Let me explain...” said Tesshi.
”What are you going to explain if I heard and saw everything?”
”Gomen.” he hugged me tightly.
“No. After seeing that, it's hard to forgive.”
”Massu... I'm really sorry. I love you.”
”Love me? If you love me, why did you kiss him back?” I raised my voice. I was mad. But I saw him looking down and crying. I can't control my anger anymore. And I don't want to see him, crying either. I just left the Jimusho.
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That night, I just stuck myself on my room. Watching our last video, I’m crying too much. I put my phone in silent mode, so that I received a lot of phone calls and messages coming from him and the other NEWS members. I let those things coming but I won’t answer it. I know that he like Ryo-chan in the beginning. He liked him in the first place. I gave up with him.
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2 years after the incident, we broke up and I still can’t get over with it. Can’t recover. And our subgroup Tegomass is having a 3rd single which is Ai Ai Gasa. We will work together, just the 2 of us. I don’t want to work with him. But it’s my job, I need to be patient. I pretended that everything’s okay, that I’ve move on. Tesshi… no… Tegoshi, he’s with Ryo now. He’s happy with him. I have to admit, I still love him. I want him to be mine. But, there’s no returning back. I gave up on him.
I still can’t forget to watch our last video.
For 2 years…
I still feel his love in our last film.
My memories with him still remain in our last film.
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From afar, Tegoshi watches his actions, he really wanted to talk to him, he want to approach him, but, he can’t. He’s scared.
He’s scared of rejection.
Massu doesn’t know…
Tegoshi still love him. Wanting him back, he just used Ryo for hiding his real feelings, his pain and regrets. His heart belongs to Massu.
He wanted to cry. But, there’s no use of crying.
His tears are nothing.
He can’t make Massu ‘his’ anymore.
~+=OWARI=+~
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Another one-shot fic, and its very angst for me. Well, there’s something related in my personal love life. Lolz. I just remember my EX. We’ve met unexpectedly earlier on the mall. So… we just say ‘hi’ with each other. And we had a short talk on Starbucks. Starbucks can be a Romantic place. ROFL.
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