[Fanfic] Hear My Heart
Title: Hear My Heart
Author:
setsuna_31
Pairing: NishiKato, RyoUchi
Rating: PG-13
Note: Its a song fic. I really love the song so I decided to make one.
「Hear My Heart」
Here I am
Talking to myself again
Trying to figure out
What I've been doing wrong
“It’s over.” Last words of Nishikido Ryo.
Shige and Ryo break up. Trying to find what are the main reasons on Ryo’s breaking up with him. Trying to recall things with him, the happy moments with him, his kisses, touches, everything. Will he be able to win Ryo back?
Let me know
Where all of my love should go
Why all the hurt and the pain and the tears
I can't show
He tried to contact Ryo but he always rejects his calls, how can Ryo forget these memories just quick. Seeing him along his new lover, Uchi. He can’t show any jealousy, because he doesn’t have any right to be. Everything between him and Ryo are over.
Trying so hard to walk away
But baby this I have to say
Seeing the two new love birds, Shige can’t just walk away, he doesn’t want to be called ‘bitter’. He should just pretend that there’s nothing happened for the past 2 years being together.
“Shige, you don’t love him anymore?” questioned his best friend.
“No. I can’t move on… it hurts, Kei. It hurts to see them like that.” He said as he lights up his cigarette.
“I tried to run away. But, everywhere I go, there’s their presence.” He added as the mother of the group keep listening and comfort his best friend.
Hear my heart
Crying in silence
It hurts so much
Trying to run from your smile, your touch
Waiting, pretending this game's a waste
Knowing you just can't be mine
“Ryo! Not there! It tickles!” exclaimed Uchi, laughing.
“I’m not yet finished!” Ryo responded as he pulls his lover into a hug and give kisses. Shige just keep on glancing at them with jealousy. He keeps doing that before with him.
“Shige, wanna come with me tonight?” asked Koyama with a grin with his face. Shige just grinned and accepted the offer.
*-*-*
“Tell me, Kei. Does loving him for 2 years is just a game for him? Why does he easily move on after those years?” the law student asked his best friend as he drinks his beer.
“Shige, I believe, Ryo still loves you, there’s still a small part in his heart, there is.” Advised Koyama.
“Sou ka.”
Let me know
Where all of my love should go
Why all the hurt and the pain and the tears
I can't show
Shige left on the dressing room with Ryo. He find some time to approach and talk to him. But the older guy was busy reading magazine.
“Ryo…” he called.
Ryo doesn’t make any reaction. He just keeps reading the magazine.
“Ryo, talk to me!”
“What!?” he coldly asked and turn his glare at him.
“Why? Why did we end just like this?”
“Do you love Uchi-kun?” he added.
No reply coming from Ryo.
“Do you still love me?”
No response.
“Answer me, Ryo! I don’t want to be hurt again!” he sobbed. “Tell me! Don’t make me suffer.”
“I still do! But, we can’t be together again! I don’t love you just like before. I can’t hurt Hiroki.”
“You’re going to hurt him if he knows about us before! You still love me!”
“I love him more than you!” he exclaimed and that make Shige’s heart breaks into pieces, he left the room.
Trying so hard to walk away
But baby this I have to say
“Shige, since when you keep going like this?” questioned the leader.
“I don’t know.” He answered, palely.
“Why do you keep hurting yourself!? You see, he’s happy with Uchi!!!” Yamashita sermon Shige, but the younger member just keeps silent.
“You know, you’re a bitter!” shouted Yamashita as he left the room.
Hear my heart
Crying in silence
It hurts so much
Trying to run from your smile, your touch
Waiting, pretending this game's a waste
Knowing you just can't be mine
“Kato-kun? Are you okay? You keep distancing over Nishikido and you can’t follow the steps!” said the pissed choreographer.
“Gomen, I just find it difficult.” Shige bowed.
“Nishikido-kun, teach Kato-kun the dance steps. And the other 4 guys will take a 15 min. break.” Said the choreographer as she left the room as the law student turns to the older guy.
“You making me sick!” whined Ryo as he starts teaching the dance steps. Shige still don’t get the steps very well.
“You’re annoying!” as he holds Shige’s soft hands and takes lead. Which touch that Shige can’t resist.
Part 2