[Fanfic] Art Fascination ~ Rain Drops Realization

Aug 19, 2008 14:10


Title: Art Fascination

Author:
setsuna_31Pairing: Nishikido Ryo x Kato Shigeaki || Ueda Tatsuya x Nishikido Ryo || Tegoshi Yuya x Kato Shigeaki ||

Rating: R

Genre: AU, Romance, School Life

Summary: Kato Shigeaki entered high school, he loves art, to draw, until he found someone that he put interest on, without knowing that certain person.

Note: This is beta-ed by a friend of mine. And NEWS pacific con is <3. Taipei documentary is too much TegoShige, that’s not that new. But the NEWS NEW dance craze is the WINNER.

Saturday, 10 sharp, Kato was already at the café which he and Tegoshi planned earlier. He’s wearing his glasses, he didn’t used his contact lens during weekends. He arrived earlier he’s was 10 minutes around the café, drinking his coffee. He saw Tegoshi dashed over to the café, he knew he was late, he sipped all the remaining coffee. Tegoshi rushed inside and approached Kato.
“Gomen ne, Shige! I woke up late. It’s embarrassing that I was the one who set up the date, and I was the one who is late.” Said the panting Tegoshi.
“It’s okay, Tegoshi-kun. I understand.” As he took his wallet on his pocket, and paid the coffee he ordered earlier.
“Let’s go, ne?” questioned Tegoshi as Kato pulled his pants up a little.
“Hai.” As Kato scratched his head a little, Tegoshi started to cling on him, his heart skipped a beat, and his hand was soft and has nice fingers, just like girls’.
“Where do you want to go, Shige? We’ll go everywhere you want to!” said Tegoshi.
“Everywhere. Where do you want? I’m fine with it.”
“Sure! Let’s go and watch movie!” as he clings tighter and drags him off to the mall to watch movie.
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“Let’s watch sunset! At my house!” invites Tegoshi and Kato responded in a nod and they head to Tegoshi’s household.
“It’s beautiful, ne?” said Tegoshi, flashing with a big smile, sitting beside Kato as Kato gazing over the sunset just by sitting beside the bed, thinking deeply, about his painful past, it keeps on reminisce him, he wanted to cry, but he can’t.
“Thank you, Tegoshi-kun. I had fun.” Kato smiled fake and it was not obvious to notice. He’s a genius when it comes to this.
“I’m glad that you do.” He smiled as he sits on Kato’s lap and Kato was confused and just glued his eyes on him, Tegoshi touches his cheeks, removed his glasses and put it over the top of the table, leaning closer to him and captures his lips with his. Kato was unsure of the sudden events, their kiss was kind of slow for them, beginners, and they’re getting used to familiar to their kisses, slowly, Tegoshi deepens the kiss, Kato found his hands twined over Tegoshi’s hair, pulling him closer, wanted to be kissed more.
“I like Shige.” Muttered Tegoshi as he kissed the other guy again, Kato was kissing him back desperately, Tegoshi’s hand trailing under Kato’s shirt, he gasped in surprise, Tegoshi was quite excited, he took Kato’s shirt recklessly, he licked his neck, Kato tilted his head and moans a bit, Tegoshi turned on over the voice that his friend moans. He wanted more, he cupped his partner’s hard bulge, he moaned a little loud. They stopped until someone bangs over that door, blushing deeply, he grabbed his shirt and wears it quick.
“Tesshi, are you there?” a mysterious person questioned and who keeps on banging on the door, Tegoshi was quite annoyed and dismayed. He sighed and opened the door with annoyed look.
“Ehhhhhhh??? Keii-chan!!!” yelled Tegoshi and hugged the person tightly. Kato was startled at them, and turned his gaze down, frowning, his life is gotten confusing, his feelings for Nishikido, the kisses and touches by Tegoshi, he was kind of like it. The question in his mind was loaded with a question.
Am I like Tegoshi?  
“Shige! I’m glad to meet Keii-chan to you. He’s my cousin.” Introduced his cousin by Tegoshi.
“Hi! Koyama Keiichiro desu!” approached the older guy, and offered his hand.
“Kato Shigeaki desu, yoroshiku.” Said the younger guy and took the offered hand and shake it a little.
“Hai.” Smiled the older guy and sat on Tegoshi’s bed.
“Keii-chan, how’s America!?” asked Tegoshi, Koyama was now on a hot seat.
“It was fine, just took a vacation. I’m a college student for the next school year.” He answered.
“What course did you take?” questioned Kato.
“I’m on a medical field, surgery.” He answered the friend.
“Hey! Kato-kun! You know, this guy… keeps talking about you. Even my girlfriend got jealous over his continuous phone calls.” Pointing over Tegoshi’s cheeks and pokes it continuously.
“Stop it! Shige, don’t believe this guy!” he shove his hand away.
“You’re so defensive, Tesshi!” teased Koyama and Kato was laughed, silently. He lessens his sadness with his friend and a new friend.
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“Shige, can we now talk?” asked Tegoshi, which the 2 of them was left alone in his room.
“Hm? Nani?”
“About what we did before, I don’t regret it. I did it on purpose.” He holds the other guy’s hands and squeezes it a little. He turned to meet his eyes.
“Tegoshi-kun, thanks for making me happy today, and about that… I… I don’t know… but, I like it, honest--” he was unable to finish his words, Tegoshi was already pulled him into a hug.
“Shige, I’m here for you, but I don’t expect anything, letting you know what I feel is fine. I’m fine with it. But, I’m still hoping, after what happened, it won’t affect our friendship.” Tegoshi frowned. Kato put his hand on his back, hugging him back.
“It won’t affect our friendship, I was kind of understand, why did you do that. But, I hope that would be the last time.” Said Kato, Tegoshi break his heart into pieces when he heard that directly from his mouth. He doesn’t say anything, he was speechless.
“It’s getting late, I should be heading home, thanks.” He smiled, and took his glasses on the table, and left his friend alone on his own room, he bids goodbye to his parents with respect, and left the Tegoshi residence.
He walked alone along the streets, but the more he walked he felt a rain drops falling on his head, to his glasses, he wouldn’t mind, his house was close enough. A tear fell into his eyes, he was unsure, if was either a raindrop or his tears. But, he realized that was his tears minute later, tears of sadness and emptiness. He decided to pause and sat alone in the park, he stepped a foot on high school and everything his ‘first time’ happened. First love, first heart break, first kiss, first touch… it brings him pains. He wanted to close his eyes from reality. Let the rain pours into him.
“Oei! What are you doing here?” sermon the mysterious person who put the umbrella on top of his head, he was turned around and looks the person who’s talking his heart skipped a beat.
“N-Nishikido-san.” Kato stood up and bowed in front of him.
“Shit! Stop with that formalities, I’m taking you home.” He said.
“Iie. My house is near enough, so I can go home just by walking.” Nishikido hit his head.
“Idiot! It’s raining! You didn’t bring anything, and you said that? Stupid!” he drags Kato along with him on the car. Kato can’t complain, he still wanted to retrieve his sketch book again, he wanted to talk to him either. But, on the other place, Tegoshi saw them talking and dragging. It hurts him to see them together, he knew after what happened, he believes that Shige was still in love with him, even this person has no interest with him even a one percent. It’s still a one-sided love between all of them.
“Where did you live?” asked Nishikido.
“Just 3 streets away from here.” He replied, and another hit on his head.
“3 streets? It’s near for you? It’s far, idiot!”
“For you! Not for me.” He retorts.
“Shut up.” Kato pouts and stares at the window on his side watching the way back home.
“Please return my sketch book, onegai.” He pleaded.
“Why do you want me to return that, so badly?” he questioned.
“Because its mine!” he yelled.
“I don’t care. Just give up, I won’t return it to you.”
“Why are you doing this? I haven’t done anything that made you like this.”
“I just simply hate you.” He smirked and Kato was turned his gaze down. His heart was broken into pieces, the person who he loved and trying to forget, hates him. It already gave him the motives on giving up on him and forgets him. The car stopped because of the traffic light went red.
“Yeah, you hate me.” He sighed and opened the door and left. Nishikido was about to follow him but the traffic light went green. Kato was alone then, crossing the street with a bruised heart.
I deserve this kind of thing? Should I? He thought.
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                Nishikido arrived home, he reached his room, organized, and he looked around his room, and saw the sketch book that Kato eagerly wanted to retrieve, he knew that this sketch book has sentimental value to him, it’s very important to the freshman.
He remembers something on his past.
~Flashback~
*3rd day of school*
He changed his outfit for the soccer practice. He was popular to the near girls’ school; he’s getting used to be squealed at. He stepped a foot on the soccer field, he looked around and saw a new face around the campus, sitting on the grass, sketching, he sense a different aura from this guy, he was passionate from something he drew.
*2 weeks later*
He was given the copy of all the freshmen for the whole school year and the club he participated in. He takes a look and saw the guy he saw always around the field, watching the practice, and he is obviously drawing someone around the club.
“Kato Shigeaki…” he muttered. He phoned Yamashita to call him.
He was interested to know him, but that moment, the secretary, Ueda came in.
~End of flashback~
He realized that from taking this one, he will steal his happiness, he will not see the passion of him in his specialty. He ended up returning this sketchbook to Kato.
 His phone rung and it distract his mind from thinking, he took the phone and answer it.
“Moshi moshi?” he answered.
“Ryo-chan!!!!” yelled Yamashita.
“What the hell Pi!? What’s with the commotion?” asked the annoyed Nishikido.
“I saw Kato-kun, he was soaked in the rain and crying. Anou, he told me that you two talked earlier. And he doesn’t… Kato-kun!!!!” he disconnect the line. Nishikido was startled about what he heard. He wanted to look for him, but the rain gotten heavier than ever.
“Shit!” he muttered. He stayed on his room, he stared at the window, and he blamed himself for not following him. Guilt is the one prevails in himself now. He receives a message from Yamashita which tells him that Kato was on the hospital. He changed his clothing and went to the hospital which Yamashita told him along with the sketchbook.
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He arrived at the hospital, searching for Kato’s room, he took the elevator until to the 6th floor, and saw Yamashita on the hallway as he goes outside of the elevator. Yamashita turned a glance on him and Nishikido runs to him.
“What happened to him?” he grabbed Yamashita’s shoulders.
“Ryo-chan, he has asthma. He can’t breathe and collapse earlier that’s why I take him here.” He explained.
“Sou ka. Can I see him?”
“Ne, are you interested with him?” he questioned.
“Pardon?”
“Are.you.interested.with.Kato.Shigeaki?”
“Yes. I’m interested with him. That’s why I’m here.”
“Anou, what about Ueda, he likes you.”
“I can’t force myself to like someone I don’t like. I don’t know why I find Kato interesting.”
“So, next time, don’t let him go like that. And don’t shout at him. He’s pretty sensitive.” He advice his best friend.
“How’d you know all this?” he questioned.
“Just… know it from earlier, I know he is. It’s obvious my friend.”
“Ahh… sou ka… I’ll go and visit him.” He left his friend and went inside Kato’s room, he found the younger guy on the bed with oxygen covered to his nose and mouth, sleeping peacefully.
Stealing this one from you is also stealing your happiness, that’s what I think. I want to make it up to you. He said to himself, and put a letter inside the sketch book and keeps on staring at the younger boy. Kato groaned and came out a name from his mouth.
“R-Ryo…” Nishikido heard him, calling his name quite loud and clear. He’s calling his first name. And the surrounding is lamely quiet. He’s bored, and slowly holds his hand, and the silence puts him into sleep.
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                He opened his eyes into a white ceiling, white blanket and he fell his breath, and a other hand holding his hand, his eyes travelled around the room, from ceiling to floor, and lastly, he saw a person he promised himself that he would never wanted to see anymore, Nishikido Ryo, his heart skipped a beat, he never knew what happened why was he brought in the hospital, the last thing he knew was, seeing Yamashita and cry on him, he saw the sketch book on his hand, he trailed his fingers on his hair and strokes it. What he did was made him wake up, he grabbed his sketchbook and checks the content. He heard the president groan, and saw him, Kato, reading the letter.
Kato Shigeaki,
                I know I did something bad, this sketchbook was very important to you.  I’m returning it to you, and to tell you, I wanted to make up with you, I know I hurt you that much so that you’re already in that hospital bed, I want you to take your medicines on time and… get well soon. So that I can take you out somewhere, if you’re interested.
Nishikido Ryo
“Hey!” Nishikido called and Kato was suddenly flipped the sketch book and turned gaze on him.
“Finished reading?”
“Hai.” He answered, palely.
“So, get well soon, ne?” he ruffled his hair.
“Hai. I’ll get well soon. Nishikido-san, are you serious?”
“Yes. We’ll go out after you got discharge to the hospital.” Kato thought that this one is only a dream, a Nishikido Ryo doesn’t like this. He’s mean, blackmailer, hates him the most. He wanted to take the chances of going out with him. He wanted to stop this dream, he doesn’t want to expect more, and it always ends up hurting him the most.
“Doushita no?” he asked putting his hand on his back, it made Kato shivers.
“You hate me, right? You shouldn’t do this.” Kato turned his gaze somewhere. He stared at the younger boy and pats his shoulder.
“I don’t I’m just not in the mood last night. Sorry.” He planted a kiss on his forehead. Kato blushed beetroot.
“Kato-kun, can you draw the real me? The one you drew is quite different. It’s not me. Can you? I’ll let myself be your model.” He stared at the freshman’s eyes. And Kato formed a smile on his lips.
“Can I?” he still can’t believe this. This is reality. This is now the real Nishikido Ryo. It’s still quite confusing him the real attitude of him, it changes every time.
“Yes.” He replied and Kato’s smile is the one that Nishikido wanted to see.
~+=END=+~

Sorry~ No RyoDa for now~~~...

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