Wish I knew what to do...

[butchgirl]

So I'm sitting here reading my friends journal entries and a pigeon fliee into the window and scared the shit out of me. But anyway, I have been thinking a lot lately about how I want to concentrate on other things besides Phi Mu. I have had fun but I'm feeling so different about it all right now and have been for a while. I just don't think it is

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[isgirl27]

i have tried to see both sides of this issue and i am not even sure what i think. sometimes i totally sympathize with you but sometimes it really frustrates me. because i have gained so much from it all and sometime i just don't understand why you wouldn't be part of it. but i also see that you joined something that was different than what is has grown into and you have grown out of it. you have evolve so much as a person and i think that phi my helped you with that. just don't forget that and don't forget all your sisters. i never would have survived sorority life thus far with out you. as you sister and you friend i feel you should do what you need to do and i will support you.
luv ya

p.s. i know we never really talk anymore but i hope you know that you are still in my thoughts and i hope all is well.

Thanks

[butchgirl]

I know you can't completely understand and that is fine. But I'm happy that you can kinda see where I come from. And I have gotten things out of being in Phi Mu. 'm not saying that I haven't And I will never forget my sisters. I'm just at a point in my life where I'm ready to do different things and grow in different ways. I don't want the sisters to hate me but I know they are not going to support me and that is what bothers me. But anyway thanks again for your support. :)

[frenchgeek]

Hey Sugar Momma!

Hang in there. Keep your chin up, and say hi to Jeanna for me!

Stay cool,
Shizzle Dizzle

[butchgirl]

Thanks Sugar Daddy....I'm trying. I will tell Jeanna that you say hi. I hope your summer is going well. I can't wait to see you once school starts.