So that's it. We're done. It's over.

It's neither of what we both wanted but it was impossible to have what we wanted. Our lives just are too busy now, our schedules too complicated to balance with our need/want/desire to see each other.

I don't know. I don't know anything anymore. I just want the pain to stop and for him to be back here again.

It's my birhtday today. Go me! =D heh

Well I'm off with my Stefanie to Windsor for an evening of excitement and adventure!!!

( I'm way too bored )

Gah! Heart burn from what? I've only had one 'soft drink' today. The rest has been juice. Hmmm. I suppose I could be under stress. But nothing different from the past couple of weeks. Actually less if I think about it. So where does it stem from? I don't know. I don't feel like putting the energy and brain power into finding out. So untill I can ( Read more... )

You didn't say forever but you never had to. You had me captured from the beginning. I hit rock bottom long ago, loving every minute of the fall. Unprepared of what was in store for me, I was blind ( Read more... )

"I cut my first tube this morning. Sir ( Read more... )

I love you and miss you more than I can stand(and yes I do win) give me a call sometime when you aren't busy, ok? =)

A very private celebration.

How, nice........

I feel like a fool ( Read more... )

I dry my eyes only for them to be wet again.

I envy so much of everyone right now. Those that don't have the time to think about anything. Those that have the ability to be held at the moment they feel down. Those that are able to be careless and not have to pay for it later on.