Sigh...
DisorderRatingParanoid:LowSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:LowAntisocial:LowBorderline:LowHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:LowAvoidant:ModerateDependent:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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Well... I know most have read about me liking that one guy and how my roommates wrote him that oh-so-childish letter. Anyway, I think anything I might have hoped would happen is not going to happen unless pigs fly and hell freezes over. I realize this may be a self-fulfilling prophecy but I really don't even see him anymore and when I do, we really never talk. He never even mentioned the letter and it happened so long ago that it is not even funny. I suppose I will ask him about it one day, maybe next year when we are on the hall staff together. I am not even sure I like him anymore, which might stem from being ignored for the last bit of time. I liked one guy a few years ago and all the sudden he stopped talking to me period. That was two years ago and he still hasn't talked to me. I think I will talk to him one day too. I should anyway but whether I will have the backbone for it, I have no clue. I hope that I would but in all seriousness, I sincerely doubt it. I can dream. Another guy I would love to talk to one day is my first crush. I think he lives somewhere down south now, he did last I have heard anyway but I haven't heard from him in about eight years. That is sad to me. He was such an awesome friend and I really liked him. There are some good memories from then. Still, how do you go about contacting a person whom you have not seen in eight years?? "Hey, I was just randomly thinking of you for no reason at all and I decided to write this letter to you to see how you are..." Yeah... I can just imagine what his first thought would be... "Oh my gosh, what a stalker!!" Sigh, I have such serious problems. It really is pathetic sometimes.
I am watching this movie in one of my classes right now... "Amelie." It is very random but also kind of good. This is in fact a rather random thought process... then again, I have never claimed to not be completely random. It is a good movie so far and Amelie is a good character.
Oh!! Two other facts to throw in here... The first is that my mother picked out a new kitten today who is black and white. I wanted her to wait until I got back home but our other cat has never been alone before now and he has been rather annoying to all concerned. So we have a new kitten. I want to see him but I suppose I will have to wait. We are now in the process of picking a name. Mom said Tipsy which all of my friends love. I still cannot see myself calling a cat "Tipsy." That word inspires images of people on the verge of drunk, rather than a cat who has white on the tips of its feet. Anyway, the second fact is that in two weeks, I will be on my way home for the summer. That makes me happy and sad all at the same time. If I can figure out how to post a web-site here, I will post a site that explains a lot of how I feel. I will just have to look it up. Along with a few other things for this site. Anyway, I have an early class in the morning so I am going to go to bed. Oh... and I have scheduled for most of my classes. Fun right... Oi. I am glad I only go through that twice a year. Later!!