It all just sucks...

Apr 22, 2004 20:02

Well... the guy I liked actually talked to me today... almost like we used to talk. We are planning to study for one of our finals together but I have to say it is almost frustrating. Last night, I finally decide to give up on the whole thing and then I see him in class and he talks to me like he used to and makes me almost want to hope again. I ( Read more... )

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cloud9belle April 22 2004, 18:51:24 UTC
no one could replace you in our hearts. this is me and tamara speaking. we are sorry that you are left out, but then again, there's nothing we can do about you being so far away. Sorry dear. i wish i could help you, but the only thing i can do is invite you here when you come home... sorry lovey. i loves you! kiss kiss

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jenshmen April 22 2004, 19:16:18 UTC
I understand what you are going through and I am sure that it is what most college freshman are going through except maybe the ones that went to school together. But it is all about the shifting allowing room for new people why keeping the old but there is going to be a shift because you are going to go places they aren't and they are going to go places you aren't. Life is about meeting new people and doing new things both with people and alone. Things will change but with people who are truly your friends it is just the next step and development in your friendship with them. It is the ability to let people go in order to get them back if you kinda see what I am saying. Sorta like distance makes the heart grow fonder. And just think about all the fun you will have recounting all these crazy stories that you all have together. That can be quite a few all night sleepovers right there. You will each bring new experiences back to share and that is how your friendships will grow. I mean I totally expect it to be a little weird at ( ... )

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chin up :) bliux April 22 2004, 20:34:56 UTC
i sort of like this livejournal psydo-communication. it is quick and easy. i usually don't have much time to actually talk to anyone, and generally don't like e-mail or even IM for conversing. so until i get to see you face to face, i kinda like this.

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Re: chin up :) butrflyflight April 23 2004, 07:39:45 UTC
This coming from the one who rarely if ever updates... heh... ok. Thanks for the thought though.

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dont worry... nagath_sun April 22 2004, 21:02:43 UTC
Dont worry Manda we still love you! *big hug*

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majicker April 22 2004, 23:34:55 UTC
I know how you feel....I feel the barest hint of it myself. I know yours is much worse, but I do sympathize a little. I just went through it a little sooner. Coming home often, made me realize all the sooner how much everything was changing. Seeing the group...I watched the dynamics change. I miss my gitls...all of them..so much, and you ARE included in that group, babe. Seeing you over Easter was awesome...I only wish I could have spent more time than just those few hours, but unfortunately my family called me away.

Like I said..we still have a group..just different ones have formed...we have our group down here at UL, and Steph and T have theirs at Tech...and well..we are still together as a group of friends...

I agree with Ben..we still love you dearly. And I don't think we would stop unless you sincerely wanted us to. *hugs tight*

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