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[buttaa]

It all came together. I was too busy pleasing everyone else that I couldn't please myself. I think somewhere on the road I lost who I was. I lost my heart. I made so many mistakes I can't remember them all. From A to Z I have done it

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[13ascension]

as much as I love when you're crazy.
I love when you're real like this.

[buttaa]

thanks. I really been going through alot. I feel like this poem I was reading where this man is in the water waving his hands cause he is drowning but everyone else thinks he is waving. So when he dies they are like oh he was such a jolly fellow or whatever and he is like NO I was dying. I mean not that bad but shit happens. I try to smile on cause it could be worse.

[shae82]

The fact that you are a humble person alone will make good things come your way...everything takes time, I guess just keep your heart with the Lord and in due time things will look up for you.

His face is a blur. I can hear his voice clear though. Thinking about it I can kind of see his smile. I loved how he always made me smile. Through it all I always knew his shoulder was mine even if his heart wasn't. I remember the day I messed it up, the day it went from bad to worse. I honestly thought he was the one for me. In a crazy way I still think it. I get a little jealous when he talks about his girl, cause I'm thinking it should be me making him happy. I use to wish I could make him happy the way he made me but I stop trying a long time ago. My piece of my heart is still in his hands.

I guess my mans ex can relate, I am not trying to tease just trying to see the situation from all sides.