trying to keep my head up.
but, my eyes never leave the ground.
its impossible to see things coming when youre not looking.
maybe, just maybe.. theyll pass by without noticing me.

..if your parents have been divorced for 9 years, and you woke up to find them kissing and hugging each other.?

i pretty much just got pissed off.

i feel sad.
but when i think about it, im generally happy.
its probably my period. and boy.. it sucks this month.
my face is basically one big pimple made up of millions of tiny ones. its ugly.

i start at mr. quicks on wed. im happy im going to be making money. looks like i will be making that end of the year trip to vegas, as planned ( Read more... )

last night i had a series of dreams and EVERYONE was in them. when i say everyone.. people i havent even thought of in years were there. and in every single snip-it of dream.. i was the hated ( Read more... )

is it love??

i think so.

and its amazing.
^_^

its thanksgiving.
all day long i was stuffing my face. i easily gained 5 pounds today.

-=yawn=- time to hibernate for the winter (after i take the massive poop ive been workin on with all the food ive been consuming).

im going to be an aunt.

WOOOOOOOOOO.

mandis due end of june/july sometime.

^_^

why did i have to go and infect myself with such an infectious disease?

i feel like shit.

i just dont feel like being alive today.

it might be the beer, tequila, whiskey mix; helping out this cold ive been stirring up.

IM SO SICK.!! :[

..maybe i'll use these days off to rest. i think thats the best idea ive had in ahhwhile.

ive managed to survive 23 years.

i dont feel older.
just more unfulfilled in life.

its gonna be a good year though..
(save resolutions for the new year)

i hope.
:]

i need to snap out of it ( Read more... )