I won't be able to sleep until I get this out.
That Xero secret? I did make it a few days ago.
I know that it was a mistake. I realized it when it was too late, though, and though I did want the secret removed, it couldn't be by then. I was especially guilty about it because I had talked it out with Snap earlier and calmed down considerably, and now the problem can likely be fixed easier.
It was a bad move, a nasty one that I made out of impulse just because I got overly annoyed, and now it's biting me in the ass. I did want it removed after I made it and I do regret it, realize that it was a dick/immature move, but with whatever reasons I had, it was still inexcusable.
I mostly importantly apologize to Xero, who I'm gonna friend back for now so he'll see this and be able to have his say. I really shouldn't have done that, and I rushed into it out of a bad tempered move that I pulled. I should have talked to a mod in the first place, even though I felt trapped and didn't know what else to do at that point (which I shouldn't have felt, I should have gone to a mod).
I also give a separate apology to Rayeli, who I especially think I angered with that.
And I apologize to everyone in general. I probably let a lot of people down (so much for me being such a 'sweetheart', I feel like no one would think that anymore, which is understandable) and have a lot of people hating me for it. I don't blame them and I wholeheartedly deserve it because I did something horrible that I take back by now.
(No, though, I didn't make the SBG secrets from yesterday, I swear. Those actually didn't settle right with me at aaaaaall. Heck, I never really make secrets much there at all.)
If there's anything I can do to make it up, feel free to tell me and I'll do my best. If you want to defriend me or if you're really mad at me, that's fine, too. I really do deserve it and there's really no good excuse for the way I acted over something so silly (especially with how childish I acted).
*hides*
I know that it was a mistake. I realized it when it was too late, though, and though I did want the secret removed, it couldn't be by then. I was especially guilty about it because I had talked it out with Snap earlier and calmed down considerably, and now the problem can likely be fixed easier.
It was a bad move, a nasty one that I made out of impulse just because I got overly annoyed, and now it's biting me in the ass. I did want it removed after I made it and I do regret it, realize that it was a dick/immature move, but with whatever reasons I had, it was still inexcusable.
I mostly importantly apologize to Xero, who I'm gonna friend back for now so he'll see this and be able to have his say. I really shouldn't have done that, and I rushed into it out of a bad tempered move that I pulled. I should have talked to a mod in the first place, even though I felt trapped and didn't know what else to do at that point (which I shouldn't have felt, I should have gone to a mod).
I also give a separate apology to Rayeli, who I especially think I angered with that.
And I apologize to everyone in general. I probably let a lot of people down (so much for me being such a 'sweetheart', I feel like no one would think that anymore, which is understandable) and have a lot of people hating me for it. I don't blame them and I wholeheartedly deserve it because I did something horrible that I take back by now.
(No, though, I didn't make the SBG secrets from yesterday, I swear. Those actually didn't settle right with me at aaaaaall. Heck, I never really make secrets much there at all.)
If there's anything I can do to make it up, feel free to tell me and I'll do my best. If you want to defriend me or if you're really mad at me, that's fine, too. I really do deserve it and there's really no good excuse for the way I acted over something so silly (especially with how childish I acted).
*hides*