i know this may change when im sober, but lately ive thought of joining some type of armed forces. i know i do not agree with anything about the war. but i feel like in a way my life would be straightened out. i would get away from everything. i would get away from family and friends. and be my own person. but part of me doesnt want that. the part ( Read more... )

well last nite i had a weird dream again. i can only remember afew parts. but i walked into a room wehre they were doing peircings. like it was hooks and stuff and they were peircing all over the skin from head to toe all up the arms. and i looked at one and got nautius. the only description i can give is that instead of hair on their arms it was ( Read more... )

i used 2 think i had one thing in the world i could truly trust. and now i dont even have that.

ive had the two weirdest dreanns that ican remembre today. here is the first ( Read more... )

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damn, i was looking on yahoo news and i just found out kirby puckett died. i was into baseball as a wee boy and he was a fav. player of mine that sux.

well yea im listening to the top gun soundtrack and i must say i do want to watch this movie, and watch old goosie goose die :(. god damn it is the best movie everrrrrrrrrr

when people change the recipe's of certain favorite foods of mine. i have 3 examples here. the first example is these generic brand named oyster crackers that i have loved for many moons. suddenly one day i go to buy them and they taste alot different. why change something that is soooooo good? it really bugs me and everytime i open a new bag i ( Read more... )

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week has been decent. didnt go to school monday and skipped one class weds. umm las saturday went to a party with bunch of scene kids. it was crazy stupid. umm sunday just hung out and bowled same with monday and tuesday. weds built a tater gun. thursday shot the tater gun and its crazy sweet. umm, im beginning to get back into rap. so notorious r. ( Read more... )